A Challenging Q1 for 2025

2024 与 2025的交接,说实在我还真的没接住。
一切都发生得太突然了,很肯定这一年一定不简单。
新的居住环境,新的工作,新的身份。

新的一年,新年也来得特别快。
先把年过好再打算吧。

年初一的拜祭,今年第一次穿旗包过年~

 
初二和表兄妹们带狗子出街去~很喜欢大家在一起的感觉。
因为真的很珍贵。

远道而来的小侄子也越来越大了~

感恩家人们都健康平安,每一年的聚会虽短,
但是还是一定要拜个年的。

失联的同学吗?祝你新婚快乐!

姐妹党帮我庆生,谢谢!

中学党今年在我家帮我庆生,可惜了6缺2。
希望大家都好好的,我们一定要再聚!


新年的必备活动,没想到这个画面以后应该没了。
因为外公过年后就只能卧床,干什么都没兴致了。

难得的全家福,虽然仍然不齐全,但还是很热闹。


新年的点点滴滴,来去匆匆,唯有看照片说故事了。
这会不会是我最后一年拿红包了呢?

所遇到的人,都是我的贵人。

 
今年一开始就是个挑战,我有点招架不住。
但是,生活就是见招拆招,没有什么是过不去的。

 
年头也是妈妈的生日,和我的生日。

 
还有很多小事的衬托,让生活忙忙碌碌的。

 最开心的莫过于友人的心肝宝贝来到了这个世界,
真心为她感到高兴,小宝贝是个小男孩,真可爱!

 
遇到了好久不见的友人与老师。
她结婚生子了,她退休自由自在了。
每个人的生活都在慢慢的好起来,你呢?

 
有时候,我只想这样子让岁月慢慢流逝。
不需要大风大浪,也不需要大富大贵。
当个平凡人,本来就是福气了。

看到外公没办法自理了,心里也不好过。
他错过了表妹的结婚仪式,也渐渐地忘了我们的名字。

家里难得有喜事,真好。
期待下一场喜事的到来,而我也要继续努力了。

伴随着清明节的到来,2025也过了四份之一。
今年的清明很热闹,见到很多没见过的亲戚,
不知道以后在路上见面,还会不会认得他们。

生活的坑坑洞洞,感恩有小天使的陪伴。
年纪越来越大,越来越容易感触。
小狗狗的白毛也越来越多,希望它能够好好度过晚年。

每天依然可可爱爱~

 
拍帅气的照片,到处都人见人爱~

 
谢谢陌生摄影师的照片,真的很好看。

然后重点来了......
今年,我尝试了第一次没有完成试用期就走人的工作。
这真的是不在我的计划内,相信完全就是老天的安排吧。
在这里,我有一批很能干的同事,
可能不能干的人是我吧。

为期三个月的工作,我尽力了。
环境的问题,沟通的问题,私人企业的管理方式?
反正我就是焦虑,心跳加速的感觉真不好受。
过去被办活动的工作榨干,然后在这里也会面对相同性质的工作。
我反反复复地问自己,这是我想要的吗?

当然,三个月的难过中,也有快乐的时刻。
它养育了我三个月,陪我度过了经济的困扰,
也让我看到自己的不足,还有很多处理事情上的缺点。
只能说,这是魔鬼般的训练,让我迅速觉醒与进步。

这三个月,是老天为我开的一扇门。
我的人生剧本里,虽然这一章有些短暂,
但是我一定毕生难忘,因为从生理与心理上,
它真的让我走出舒适圈,重新审视自己。
在这里,我看到了另一面的自己,才发现原来我也可以这么轻易掉泪,
原来我也会有轻度抑郁的症状,原来我也会害怕。

在进退两难的情况下,我终究还是要做一个决定的。
感恩这三个月对我身心灵的洗礼,让我更珍惜平淡与安稳的日子。
最后,很开心结识了很多很多的新朋友,大家萍水相逢,
希望在未来的日子大家继续加油!
和我一起同日加入新公司的马来同事,
我很喜欢她。

就这样吧,既来之,则安之。
焦虑还是会有的,反正这一年一点都不简单。
觉醒,接受,允许一切的发生。
走在自己的时间线上,我们不需要那么完美。
相信一切的发生都有原因,一切都是安排好的。
接下来的日子,要稳住。
加油!




2024 In A Nut Shell (Nov-Dec)


The roller coaster of 2024 did not stop!
The best part and chaos are yet to come.
Celebrating Oktoberfest in November, cool experience for me and mum.

Same same but not the same, because it was really hot.

And ya, the Ang Mo was in Malaysia, that's why.
Thank you for inviting us, and welcome back to Malaysia.
Be a tourist again~ Made him try my favourite Chagee, hehe!

Beach time for both of us, life has not been too good.
But let's make a lemonade if life gives you a lemon.

Visiting the host family and a Taiping gateway~

Thank you for visiting me at work too!

Dating with ang mo, let's go for a movie, and IKEA shopping!

Guests in the house!
Sweet dreams ya! Woof!

Visiting the fur kids in Taiping was also fun, I hope they live a happy and long life.
And a lot of shopping during these 3 weeks.

Made our way to Taiping again for a Church wedding and Chinese style reception lunch.

Staycation at our favourite hotel, I love the breakfast and peace here.
And yea, something has changed.

Meanwhile, November was really busier than ever.
I had to clear my working space, 
as I've decided not to renew my contract.
Which means, this is the end for my journey with the team.
On my last working day....
They made me gift, and I shed my tears.
The one and only lady that know me best made me cry,
I am going to miss you ATQ!

And yea, everything happen too fast and there was no time to even think much.
Thank you for still getting me farewell gift and notes.
I will miss this awesome view from level 46 for sure.

Good bye, my working space.

It was really mixed feelings in November, I can't stop it at all.
Work-move-dating-handover-farewell
Anxious and worries, it's been awhile since I felt like this.

And yet, December came.
Congratulations to the newly weds!
It was surely a precious gathering for us, the primary school friends.

The ladies, and the bestie with her baby girl.
Can't believe that we knew each other since 5 years old.

December is all about festive, and I got invited for a random party.

 
Thank you for having me, I had fun during the session.
And Mahjong is fun!

Last session of Yoga for 2024
 I've joined for one and half years, and it is surely a good me time moment.

It is surely another challenge to end the working contract before getting a new job.
But I guess it is meant to be, 
otherwise I will not have the motivation to look for one.
But being jobless is like floating in the air, when you know there is no income.
I was really in anxiety and anxious for the few weeks.
It sucks when you can't get what you want.
Worse part is when you started to question yourself:
What can you do?
What do you want to do?
Why you do not have these skills?

Honestly, this is a stage for self-reflection and ofcourse,
transition is uneasy, especially when I am facing so many new changes.
Got a part time job for food sampling, 
after more than 10 years not working as a promoter,
time was so slow when I worked.

I made tough decision, and big changes are on its way.
2025 is going to come like a storm.
Let's hope that I could stay calm and embrace it.

Anyway, December is a celebration.
Happy birthday to Grandfather!

And a Merry Christmas to everyone!
My first Church Christmas celebration with the ladies.
And thank you for the handmade farewell gift.
I love talking to people that care.

I mean you and you.

But of course, no matter how tough life is,
I am always happy and calm having him around me.
My best friend that cannot talk.
Just be cute and stay with me for a long time please.
May the storm comes and goes. 

I will work hard to buy him more snacks.

Thank you for always supporting me, following me anywhere I go.

2024 is tough but we had a lot of fun together.

I wish for a stronger me, so I can take care of the people I love.

And making sure I am living the max of my life, 
knowing who I am, and what I should do in this life.

As I feel anxious, I think I understand better what people mean by depression and mental illness.
You just cannot control your thoughts and feelings.

So 2025, a total new life, new job, new status.
 Finally moved in in my own apartment, and gonna live on my own.
Guess the feeling of being unreal and always floating appears because of this.
Too many transitions for me in these 2 months, and to be honest,
I am not ready for it.

However, I've gone through so much this year especially in these 2 months.
Achieving goals and making sure things happen.
2024, thank you for making me wiser.
I have so many goals for 2025, so please be kind to me.

Love - Peace - Gratitude