心动

I want to wake up like this every morning, with you.
 You know I do.

徐志摩的 “我想和你一起起床”,
感觉很浪漫,不是么?
睁开眼就看见你,
原来就是这种感觉。

And we will be having my favourite breakfast.
 Eggs and toast, best match ever.

一起吃早餐,
或者继续赖床~
干什么都好,
什么都不干也好。

But no need to rush.
 For everything in our life, it is just a process.

但长久徘徊在该与不该,
是与否之间的灰色地带,
我是不是应该做些什么?
其实,我什么都不能做。

Sweet stuff,  I like sky juice more.
But there is no harm to get sweet stuff once awhile. 

大家的生活习惯都不一样,
文化习俗也不一样。
可能,因为不一样,所才会彼此向往。
我想探索你的世界,你呢?

 Kickapoo, cause you like it.

我想用心体会,
关于你的一切。

Every moments spent, I will keep it in my mind.
Teach me chess someday, will you?

黑白分得太清楚,可能也不是一件好事。
只是……你到底想怎样?
我到底可以怎样?
最后?那又是怎样?
这些问题,
可能都不会有答案。

To appreciate while I can have it.

因为没有答案,
再继续钻牛角尖显然也不是办法。
“活在当下,把握现在。”
这是我们一致认同的说法。

趁拥有,趁还可以,请你珍惜。

I did my best to make sure there is no regret. 

我怕后悔。
怕做了后悔,更怕因为没有做而后悔。
两者之间,后者更让人难以接受。
所以,该做的做了。
我不后悔。
后来的事,再打算。

No guaranty what the future will be.
I am just going to let it be, whatever it should be.

明天是什么?
让明天的我去操心吧!
今天的我,该好好的休息。
放了五天的假期,
心灵上的澎湃海啸还没办法平复。

I am just too glad to have all these.

不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有。
我真的很老派。
但确实,
冷静下来,
日子还是要过。
可以拥抱,就享受拥抱。
希望你也一样。

Appreciate it while you have it.

大概就这样吧,
心动的感觉应该就是这样。
说不上非常的喜欢,
但却不能否认,
心动的感觉让人上瘾,
让人痴迷。 

I appreciate the moments.
Hope you too.

说再见,
我们真的还会再见?
没办法停止这场泛滥的心动。
暂时,就这样吧。

Valentine节

14-2-2015(星期六)

迎接这星期六的清晨,这是我的第24个情人节。
说好了,要一起“捕捉”这一天的太阳。
所以,很努力起床,
很努力希望,这一天不是一个人度过。
当然,我也不是一个人过。
早安,太阳。
我们“捉”到您了。

春天好美,因为花儿也盛开了。
其实,心里是心花怒放的感觉么?
大概是吧。

怎么说,这是最特别的214。
非常感恩,虽然不太像脑里想象的画面,但起码有70八仙相似了。

可爱的狗狗,你真的好逗趣。
我觉得,你好可爱呢!
=)

这个生日,可以过得漫长一点吗?
我好想慢慢的,慢慢的走,慢慢的吹吹冷风,说些悄悄话。

可惜啊……心里是有点小遗憾。
不过,还是很感恩了。

再次来到爱情锁,可是我什么也没做。
“Will you love me for better & worst?”
会吗?

刚好现在听着的是《纯属意外》:
“你给我的一切,纯属意外……”
是这样吗?
“只对你慷慨,只对你依赖,只让你填满我的空白……”
只能说,你给我的惊喜,大概都不是意外。
=)

和咖喱面的约会……
诱人么?哈哈!
这样一个大半天就这样过去了,但这天的天气真的很好。
心情是……平静的,沉默的。

该怎么形容这个特别的日子?
它既不浪漫,也不超级特别。
只能说,它是难忘的。
挣扎了好久,还是好好花了一笔。
所谓的“丰盛的晚餐”,管它在那里,吃什么,好不好吃什么的,其实都不重要。

吃什么都好,其实有吃就好了。
重点是,老套的一句:和谁一起过节了。
光是这句,就觉得我自己也很老派,哈哈!

只是……
有些事情,不能说。
有些事情,不想说。
有些事情,不该说。

谢谢,我吃得超饱的。
还来不及许的心愿,大概也草草了之了。
我没什么特别的心愿,只希望爱我的人,每个都可以过得幸福快乐。

爱虾子的人,谢谢。

非常感恩自己过了一个超难忘的214,
虽然……终究没有告别单身,
虽然,还是那一支花。
但是!
还是要祝大家:
情人节快乐。

这个情人节因为你,
感觉真好。
=)

My 24th Feb

Okay, hello Feb.
I love you Feb.
I can't wait for you Feb.
I am going to see a lot of my friends Feb.
I am going to be super busy Feb.
You treat me well Feb.
Cause I really love you Feb.

But there are only 28 days in Feb.
I work but I cannot focus.
Not really productive recently.
Less days more work.
How I wish Feb can be slightly longer than usual.
But nope, only 28 days!
Okay, fine, I will be productive.

My 24th Feb, 
will you be different?
Yes you will.
No matter how, you are special.
February,
A month for all the lovers,
a month for me.
I love you very very much!


How to know your life purpose in 5 minutes?

Just something that made me think.
Maybe you need to think as well.
What is your life purpose?
Watch this:

Who are you? 
What do you do? 
Who do you do it for? 
What do they want or need? 
How do they change as a result?

To answer these questions, it seem to be easy.
But to make sure you achieve it, how?

And also, 13 signs that shows that you are wasting your life.
Read this:

1. You spend time on meaningless activities, like play games, scrolling Facebook, watch TV too much. Are these going to help you in improving your life?

2. You find yourself keep on complaining. Is complaining going to improve you life and create happiness?

3. You do not manage and enhance your mind and thoughts. You stop learning and your brain stops working as well.

4. You are full with negative thoughts. There is no right or wrong on what you are thinking, but what you think is going to be real in life.

5. You have no passion. What is the one and only thing that makes you feel really enjoy and never feel tired when you are doing it? You only need one.

6. You have no plan for future. Even GPS needs a targeted destination to get the directions. Living the moment is right, but you need to look forward.

7. You spend too much time with people who are not helping in improving your life. Look around you and make some awesome friends.

8. You are too into the "phone". Stop scrolling the screen when there are people around you. 

9. You spend your money on something meaningless. What you need to survive is water, food, air, a house, and love. Look at yourself and see what you have been spending for all this time.

10. You do not get enough sleeping hours. Sleep well when you should, play hard when you play, work smart when you have to. 

11. You do not take care of your health. Sleep and balance diet keep you healthy, are you having good living habbits?

12. You stay in your comfort zone. Take risks that will improve your life. 

13. You are not living the life you want. Life should full with passion! Even if you are happy with what you have now, if you do not feel passionated, thats not the life you want.

Dear friend,
If you find this helping, I am glad.
Find your life purpose is definitely tough, but everyone has the same challenge.
I hope you can find your life purpose.
Best wishes from me.
=)


Dear Jan

Dear Jan,
I am fine, I am doing alright.
Things will be okay like how it should be.
Everything will always be alright at the end.
If it is not alright, it is not yet the end.

Dear Jan,
There are people coming and leaving.
It is easy to say say but so hard to say good bye.
Meeting new people is fun and interesting.
But to let someone go, it is not fun at all.
I took few weeks to persuade myself that,this is life.
To feel sorrow once awhile, that is life.

I am so glad to meet him when I was so lost in my first job.
He understands my situation as a newbie like no one knows.
Good bye, my dear colleague, Mr.Charles.
I appreciate your guidance, sharing and advices.
I shall never not forget you.

Dear Jan,
There are voices telling me that no one should change my life.
And saying "I want to" make things easier compared to "I have to".
So she were saying I always spend my time and busy for nothing?
I disagree.
I want to prove her wrong.
Who is she?
Some famous number master.
But it was a great talk and awesome experience with some new faces.
Thank you for bringing me around, I love to learn from people with wisdom.
New thoughts and ideas come in when we listen to people.
There is no right or wrong, life is subjective.

Dear Jan,
Working life is busy, I thought I am having the previous concert life again because I've never felt so busy before.
I want to sleep like a boss, and do whatever things I want to.
But sorry to myself, it is time to learn how to play with annual leave, replacement leave, unpaid leave, mc, marriage leave and emergency leave.
Leaves...give me some falling leaves to make me feel like autumn.
I have long way to go..
And being busy is always better than nothing to do.
Compete with time, recharge and restart when things go wrong.

Dear Jan,
Thank you for sending me blessing and warm greetings wherever I go.
Meeting people, shoppers, tenants, and customers is definitely one of the greatest rewards I gain from my first job.
I think I might fall in love with this place and the people I met.

For example, the coolest God of Prosperity~
And making mistakes? 
It is going to be another valuable experience for me.
I really hate myself when I send wrong email, or being indecisive.
I want be able to get the solution, not just to state the problem.
But hierarchy really makes me sick.
Be a good follower, and learn from great leaders.
I know, thats the rule of working life.

Dear Jan,
Ed Sheeran makes me sick as well.
I can't stop playing his songs cause they are so comforting.
Especially Photograph, Afire Love, The A Team, Legohouse, Cold Coffee, and GIVE ME LOVE! 
So autumn feel, I like it.
And crazy, Chinese New Year is just around the corner!
I haven't really prepare myself for it.
I am trying to keep myself calm everyday.
Until I meet the one who introduced me who is this Ed Sheeran.

Dear Jan, 
I have so many things to tell you.
But I just don't know how to start it.
I want to take awesome photos, write amazing stories, 
sing beautiful songs, make yummy cookies.
I want to study and travel.
Different thoughts that are in my mind.
They keep on distracting me.
I can't change it, because it is in me.
The way I think and behave, I believe I was born this way.

Dear Jan,
You are hopes.
You are a great start.
You are just awesome.
Juanuary is going to end today.
So, see you next year, dear Jan.

Welcome, January.

January started like usual.
My 24th January, my 24th Spring.
I really love Spring and Autumn,
I love the windy days and falling leaves.
Simply because, it is beautiful and emotional sometimes.
And playing a right song can make it even better.
Not to forget, I also dream a lot in Spring.

Once again, her 52 birthday.
Carrot cake that I miss a lot~~~

Happy birthday mummy, it was just another simple celebration.

The most important point is, we will never miss out this special day.
Eventhough it is always a simple one.
=)

Then,
something to do with the victims of flood in Malaysia...
I hope it helps..
Got this opportunity to send some food and drinks to those needy.
Thank you Giant Superstore for helping in transportation.
Glad that I always go shopping in this Giant Superstore at my working place.
Money flows like water if I have them with me.
Finally spend on something meaningful,haha!
Pray for the victims, sincerely from my heart.

My mini boy friend....gave me these, the last time I saw him.
He is going to study as a standard one boy now.
The next round I see him, he will change for sure.
I love him, when he is 6 years old.
Will he remember how we were in love after years?
Heartache, time is such a killer.
And goodbye, I thought I will have another chance to say a proper goodbye.
But I was wrong. 

I went for hiking, with my new sportshoes.
I think, a great partner and a pair of comfortable shoes are important.
I made it to hill no.5 and even higher to 6 1/2 without feeling really tired.
It was another amazing Saturday, right after the sunrise date.
Having my little “boy friend” as a hiking partner, it is surely a good choice.
=)

I am not really into soft toys.
But I am a girl,
who does not play with toys but just to keep them.
Collecting, I would say.
My collection of toys with stories.
By the way, my favourite is the grey hippo.

Birthday again, but it was my grandpa's.
Meeting cousins and family members.

And Happy Birthday Grandpa!
Granpa sounds awkward, should say:
Ah Gong, shang yit fai lok~
Hakka, to be precise.
=D

Continue my life with some reading.
《Actually, I am that hardworking》,
Very inspiring, 
I picked it randomly in Popular, and it makes me feel better.
Good advices and guidance for the newbies who just started to work, like me.
Mentally motivated, but it is not enough.
I need action.
Courage.
Wisdom.

Last but not least...
You made me crazy,
and is still making me crazy.
When your heart skipped a beat...thats the feeling.
January awaiting February.
It is still like a dream...
Stay focused.
You stay focused okay?

Movie List (2014)

100 movies....I din't make it in 2014.
But I like some of the movies, like really really like it.
Just feel like want to watch them again if there is a chance, haha!
Watch The Secret Life of Walter Mitty again, so, hopefully Love, Rosie will be the next movie to re-watch~
Anyway, 100 movies in a year, still one of my life goals.
I hope I remember all the good movies that I watched before.
Making a list for my own reference.

Movies of 2014:
1. The Secret Life of Mitty Walter_Motivation_Life_Adventure
Always get inspired, even the second time I watched it. 


2. Love, Rosie_Romance_Motivation_Life
One of the best romance movies I have ever watched so far.

3. The Fault in Our Stars_Romance_Life
The movie that I watched alone in the cinema for the first time and yea...pretty amazing.

4. How to Train Your Dragon 2_Cartoon_Adventure_Life
Cutest dragon in the world, watched with the cutest person that I miss so much.

5. Big Heros_Cartoon_Motivation
Another cutest, haha! I hope there is a BayMax 2 coming soon~

6. Divergent_New World_Romance_Action
Very good concept, very pretty lady and handsome FOUR.

7. Night at the Museum: The Secret of the Tomb_Life_Fiction
One of my favourite series. I think I like Ben Stiller. So sad it ended.

8. The Book of Life_Cartoon_Romance_Motivation_Life
Beautiful cartoon, watched with a bunch of crazy juniors. A great movie!

9. The Hobbit: The Battles of the Five Armies_Adventure_Fiction
I see fire....that is how it started to stuck in my mind. This whole series, makes me want to visit the country more. I must be there one day!

10. I, Frankenstein_New World_Fiction_Scienctific
I like fiction, making the impossible a possible. 

11. The Journey
12. Dracula Untold
13. Into the Storms
14. Guardians of the Galaxy
15. Coffee.Waiting.Love
16. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
17. Maleficient
18. The Amazing Spiderman 2
19. Godzilla
20. X-Men: Days of Future Past
21. Transformer 4: Age of Extinction
22. The Cage
23. As the Light Goes Out
24. Hello Babies
25. From Vegas to Macau
26. Fire Storm
27. Golden Chicken
28. Annabelle
29. Ju-on

Others:
30. In My Dreams_Romance_Motivation_Life
Just like it cause I dream a lot too. Sweet and simple romance.

31. The Notebook_Romance_Life
Besides the handsome guy and pretty lady, I like the atmosphere when I watched this.

32. The Lucky One_Life_Romance
Zac Efron, seriously? But the story is good as well.

33. The Vow_Romance_Life
Romance...based on real life story.

34. P.S. I Love You_Life_Romance_Motivated
P.S. I cried so much for this movie. Can't imagine if I am the poor lady in the movie.
Just too sad to imagine anything.

35. Beethoven
36. Beethoven's 2nd
37. The Prestige
38. Sky High
39. Herbie 
40. SeaFood
41. Twa-Tiu-Tiann
42. Jack the Giant Slayer
43. The Last Song
44. Love Actually
45. Zoo Keeper
46. Mom at Sixteen
47. Penelope
48. Christmas Cupid
49. Wolf Children

Missed:
The Best of Me
The Theory of Everything (Have to watch it soon!)
Dawn of the Planet of the Apes
The Lego Movie
Interstellar
If I Stay
Into the Woods
The Maze Runner
MoKissU
The Gathering
Unbeatable

Okay, date me for a good movie.
I am ok with romance, action, scintific fiction, fantasy, adventure, new world, cartoon, comedy, motivational, life story, and natural disaster. 
No horror unless you pay for me. 
Thank you.

First Date, 2015

3-1-2015(星期六)

Hello, 2015!
I am not really excited for another new year.
But I am glad that I live for another year.
Thank you,
to whoever and whatever that keep me alive all this time.
I am still here, and that is more than enough.
Hi, my little shoes.
Miss you a lot!

So, we had a date with spring!
It was a sunrise dating, meant to date the Sun.
But I did not set my alarm cause I was too tired and fell asleep~~
So, so sorrie~~~~
My bad.
Luckily we still managed to catch up with the beautiful sunrise, all the way to Penang Hill~
It was awesome, I am in love with it.
Let's do this again, okay?

Blur face...
It was really a cold, windy and misty morning?
Yea...
Good morning world~
Teehee!

Thanks to her, we did this and had a memorable Saturday morning.

Weirdo.sweet.cute.
=P

Okay, we took a lot of photos.
Because the sunshine was too AWESOME!

Posing time~
He said he is our posing master.
Posing consultant or whatever, haha!

Accidentally got this model feel, impressed by myself.

Sexy lady, with her long hair~

Posing master, promoting my smiley bag.

Another shoot, random one...haha!

We like the sunlight, the windy morning and awesome spring~
"Play with your hair", someone said.

Sunshine~~~
Wee~~~~

Selfie time.
Cause we were the models and the photographers.

Love locks again.
But it was a sunny day, so it was a different feeling.
No one can stop us from taking more photo now.

This photo and feeling....
I want it too...someday maybe?
=)

And I think, I was thinking of you.

Holding hand with a beautiful lady, woops.
I am going to come back, I have to.
=)

Hello, 2015.
I pray for a better year.
So, you better be.