Happy Binge Watch 快乐动漫追踪

这几个月最爽快的事就是追看动漫,
然后完全进入情节,暂时离开这个让人纠结的世界。
无论是剧场或系列,我都看过了。
当然,能够吸引我看的动漫也不多,
有几部就是看了一、两集就看不下去了。
以下就是我看完而且觉得还不错的,
真心喜欢的动漫。除了因为剧情,还有美丽的画面,
以及正面的讯息传达等等。
最重要的是,要能写实的同时,还要有想象空间,
适当的超能力什么的我可以接受,
但有些太夸张的,我不喜欢。
记录一下我这段日子的疯狂动漫追踪,现在开始:

1. 玻璃之唇 Glass Lips

这是随意点播,然后惊喜满分的写实版动漫,有纯纯的恋爱的感觉,
若即若离,情窦初开的情怀,真好。
喜欢故事至于,这部动漫的画面也超美的!
故事里的小镇即纯朴又幽美,让我想起了家乡的感觉。
有海有山,让人感觉舒服,而且日本的风土人情也让人向往,
总而言之:美丽的画作,动人的故事。

男主角稳重帅气,总会让人想起初恋的感觉。

两人的特殊关系,不是恋人却相知相惜。
就是爱看虐心的凄美爱情结局。
最美丽的遗憾,是你。

2. 我太受欢迎了怎么办 Kiss Him, Not Me

这个算是满经典的校园式动漫,
唯一不同的是女主角是腐女,而且一开始是胖胖的。
然后突然暴瘦,受到四个男同学的追求什么的。
没有特别喜欢的男主角,但是喜欢日本校园的感觉,
在那里当学生感觉真好,羡慕。

胖胖的女主角突然暴瘦,哈哈!
结局也是耐人寻味的。

3. 摇曳露营 Laid Back

偶然看到这个动漫的短片,然后就看了一下。
美丽的富士山景,然后还有很多日本的露营景点,是写实派动漫。
一定是有根据的,不然怎么拍成真人版?
这部动漫也是我蛮喜欢的,虽然都是女孩子的情节,
大家一起露营的旅程,让我也心痒痒的,
超想买帐篷然后去旅行去~

故事的各种小细节做得很好,让我学到很多关于露营的知识。
不过日本治安良好,天气冷冷的,风景也美美的,
所以要进行户外活动也很方便。

女孩们的姐妹情,让人看了心暖暖的,
温馨的感觉我很喜欢啊~
露营吗?我也想要试一试啊~

4. 水果篮子 Fruit Basket

话说,这是我狂追的动漫啦,因为还没播完~
这部动漫和水果篮子没有太大关联,反而和12生肖比较有关。
里面的角色们由12生肖附身,因此只要被异性抱了就会变身成为动物。
男1是老鼠,男2是猫,不过猫不在12生肖里。
因为命运如此,所以大家都有说不出口的痛苦往事,
而女主角则有神奇力量帮助他们解开心结,也是正能量满满的动漫。

喜欢老鼠哥的温柔善解,也喜欢猫儿的粗狂贴心。
在这两个男孩子之间,该怎么抉择?
真是让人揪心,希望结局大完好,期待~

5. 食戟之灵 Food War

这是有人推荐的美食战动漫,真的好看!
除了因为有各种美食的精美写真,里面的情节也是不错的。
烹饪学校的学生们从对敌,然后相互认识合作对抗敌人,
仅用美食,看谁更强大。

这部动漫也是超正面的,让人激动又期待~
因为吃也有高潮,所以都是画面幅度最大的,
用裸体爆衣来描述美食究竟是多么的劲爆。
真的是服了剧组,有做好功课哦!
世界美食的结合就在此动漫中,大推!
4季追完,等待第5季中,完全已经融入他们的世界了,
这个动漫的旅程,难抽身啊~

6. 进击的巨人 Attack on Titan

这个动漫界鼎鼎大名的进击的巨人,
很久以千就已经存在我的列单里。
没想到就这样看了,
假日一天看25集
工作天也一样,一天看12集,
就这样看完3季,痛快!

狗血的剧情,一层又一层的神秘面纱,
让人看了真的虐心揪心~
众人的牺牲,与巨人血腥的厮杀,
悲剧后面隐瞒的真相,让人只能继续最终,
悬疑又励志,这部动漫让我世界颠倒,
每晚追完最后一集后迟迟不能回神,
只能说这已经是最高境界了,
还有谁能够超越这部动漫的幻想与创造力?

比较不同的是,这的故事背景是西欧风格,
完全没有日本风格,所以还蛮新鲜的。
如果我是活在城墙里的人,我会怎么样呢?
世界是残忍不公的,因为有了人类。
人类是最可恶的存在着,社会没有最残忍,只有更残忍。
主人公们的机智判断,燃烧着内心的正义感,
虽然死的死,伤的伤,但最后还是看到海了。
整个过程,我激动又难过,
揪心再揪心,真的不知道可以说什么了。
人性的丑陋,我只能继续期待今年秋天的最终季。
进击的巨人,奋斗吧!
献出你的心脏吧!


剧场版也看了几部不错的动漫,好处就是不必日夜追踪。

1. 你好世界 Hello World

这部动漫,该怎么说呢?
未来世界与现时代的穿越剧,然后有淡淡的校园爱情,
唯美的未来世界,前卫感十足。

不想多加解释,可以去看一下。

2. 海兽之子Children of the Sea

海兽之子应该是文艺片,很多我看不懂的情节。
可是还是赞叹大海的神秘与力量,
表达了人类的渺小,大自然的伟大。

海的孕育与世界之间有什么关系呢?
虽然不太懂里边的隐藏意思,但是各种超自然现象在现实中发生的话,
也不是不可能的。
喜欢海,喜欢动物,喜欢大自然,
这部动漫能够带来的震撼感,因该是要亲自观赏后才能体会的。
因为除了宇宙,海大概是人类永远无法彻底掌控的空间了吧?

3. 薄暮 Hakubo

 
纯纯的恋爱吗?还有美丽的日本生活小节。
这部短短的动漫剧场,把日本的幽美景色呈现出来,真好。
能够在青春时期,遇到让你感动的人,这大概会毕生难忘吧。
即便插肩而过,那怕就那短短一瞬间,
人生就能够充满色彩。
青春你好,谢谢你的美好。

4. 年轻的老板娘是小学生 Okko's Inn 

偶然的点播,这是温馨小剧场。
描绘日本风土人情,还有温泉小屋的服务理念,
让我很想到日本旅游啦~

9岁女孩必须承接家族旅馆生意,
学习经营旅馆,还有灵异朋友帮助~

真个感觉就很温馨,据说这部也获得好评。
不妨看看~

5. 天气之子 Weathering with You

这部动漫去年就人气满满,是大家推荐的动漫,
所以怎么可以不看叻?
话说,看完也是身心焕然一新,
好像又充满了希望的感觉。
画面质感很好,描绘了日本都市的美貌,无论是晴天或雨天。
美好的生活,因为天气美好。

同样是叙说着青春,因为年轻的我们总是朝气蓬勃,
元气满满,对世界从满希望。
喜欢美好的结局,这部动漫值得一看。
偶尔逃离现实,在这样的世界里漫游一回,
说不定可以为过去的悲伤换来微笑。

很久以前就不追现实真人剧,因为很累。
虚拟的动漫世界反而能够带着我逃离,
让自己进入无数的不可能世界。
很开心以上的动漫为我带来充实的时光,
动漫为身心带来的冲击,说也说不清。
就好像进入了奇妙梦境,也好像一首动人好歌,
有着神奇的力量,激发创作与幻想。

下来希望还可以找到好看的好漫画,
而好的作品值得分享。

29岁这年,我们与行动管制令 (MCO)

2020的开始就是地球人的劫数,相信也是有史以来数一数二最难熬的日子。
武汉封城了,我们虽然没有封城,但也实行了行动管制令,
3月18日开始至今,大家就这样度过了无数日又爱又恨的无期“宅家假期”。

虽然还是要上班的,就在家里自己工作,可是心情真的是很不一样。
手头上的工作都七七八八了,剩下的就是要开自己的积极主动,找事做。
可是也感恩自己还可以工作,日子过得比较充实一些,而且更重要的是有收入。
有收入是目前最开心的事,然后就是身体健康,亲友平安。

度过了39个宅家的漫长日子,从第一阶段的14天、然后第二阶段、第三阶段,
还有第四个阶段,56天够吗?应该还会再延长吧?
我不想解令了又二度实行管制令,那会很煎熬,还是一次性延长吧。
目前过了2个阶段,第三个阶段已经是我的极限,真不知道第四个阶段我会怎么样。

宅家的日子,网络就是命,如果连网络也断了,那么大家应该会疯狂。
可是网络有好有坏,除了联系彼此,娱乐什么的,它的不好就是资讯太多。
大家都在拼命刷存在感,煮了什么料理,做了多少分钟运动,开发了什么新手艺等等。
看到美食还真难熬,我也想吃寿司、蛋糕、披萨啊~
可是现在的情况,还是能省则省,就防个万一。

我也是刷个存在感,和平常一样。
没有出门,没有聚会的日子,好像慢慢的习惯了。
家里的狗儿是我的好朋友,手机是我的伙伴。
衣服也懒得换,但是洗澡让我保持清醒,所以我还是爱干净的。
这么长的时间,除了工作,我都干嘛去了呢?我也不知道。

基本上,睡醒后要来一个伸展热身,让自己的身体不那么紧绷。
洗个澡,打开电脑后,再吃点什么。
工作时间保持工作,偶尔会小睡。
下班后,尽可能找些娱乐还是课外活动来做,比如:
9宫格数字Sudoku,不然就是eco brick,看一些书,冷制皂等。
反正我有很多事可以做,就看我要不要嘛。

在家也是很忙的,因为接了帮助慈济制作面罩的义务工作,
每一次100件,现在差不多做了1000件了吧?
3个人的力量,这是唯一我觉得有意义的工作,希望前线医疗人员可以好好利用。
唯一不开心的事,这些最后都会变成垃圾,塑料垃圾啊~~~~
在拯救人类和拯救地球之间,我一定是选择拯救地球的。
因为这场瘟疫的出现,原本就是来帮助平衡世界地球人口。
人类太多了,地球会受不了。
然而,说到最后,面罩还是要做的。

新型冠状肺炎,谁不怕?
我也很怕,可是势不可挡,怕有什么用?
现在这种局面,宅家最安全,只是无期徒刑啊~
心里的感触满满,因为外头有人无家,有人挨饿,有人无收入,失业率飙升。
流浪狗猫无人喂食,蔬果花卉被迫毁掉,还有有家归不得的前线人员。
因为无法想象各种处境的辛苦,所以只能乖乖在家,努力终止病毒传播链。

多出来的时间,是应该为自己增值的。
看见大家那么努力秀出自己参加了什么课程,学习什么新学识,
这会让人感到无形压力吗?
我觉得有一些,可是这种情况会比我自己上进吗?
我是应该把之前写过的清单一条一条完成,对。
现在有的时间,如果还是没法完成,那完全就是自律问题无疑。
未来的14天,是发挥的时候了!

其实我也学习了新的技能:饭锅蛋糕、Soduku、对西洋棋有所认知,
然后看了一部韩剧,无数电影,线上演唱会等,说不上什么大成就,
可是我觉得也是很值得开心的事。
然后大概是没吃肉,加上早上的小运动,理想体重达标了!
这个是很开心的,哈哈!

有篇文章这么说:疫情后,大部分人明白的8件事
这里简单检讨一下自己:

1.要有存款 - 手头虽然没有狠紧,但也不松。不会饿肚子就要感恩了。
2.要有房子 - 有屋瓦遮风挡雨,真的很重要。
3.努力工作 - 有工作,但还要更努力。
4.学习极简生活 - 去年开始就极简学习,减掉了爱买的坏习惯。
5.学会看书 - 没什么在看书,但爱看网络灵异小说,话说我的喜好竟然变了!
6.适度运动 - 没什么运动,就小小的暖身与拉筋,也很重要的啦。
7.学会孤独 - 其实家里有人很幸福,要真的孤独,我还学不会。
8.珍惜眼前人 - 来不及好好道别,很多人就这样分隔两地。想说,这样的感觉,糟透了。

疫情的好坏,怎么演变,其实都是在我们的手里吧?
即便我国能够好起来,其他国家若没办法回复,我们的日子还是回不到过去。
大概我们以后的生活习惯就会完全改变了,口罩洗手液是必需品,
保持距离,减少聚会,少出门,这都是以后的生活条规。
戏院、演唱会什么的,可能真的就这样没了。

气候变迁还来不及毁灭地球人,瘟疫就先收拾一遍了。
果然,大自然还是很强大的。
人类只是地球上的客人,该走的时候还是要走的。
期待地球的修复,还有人类的觉悟。
有时候,金钱真的买不到健康,病毒也不会选择肤色或国家,这样很公平。
也因此,人类才显得很渺小。

无论如何,希望疫情赶快消失吧。
生活突然改变,真的好像在看电影一样,
难过,却又束手无策。
全人类,加油!

From February To March 2020

I am not really looking into the future at the moment.
Ever since grandmother passed away in January, my life has changed a little bit.
And the Covid-19 virus pandemic is also crazier than before.
I stopped eating animals for a reason.

My first hike up to Penang Hill, one day.
It was so tiring but yet satisfying at the same time.

Then here came February, used to be my favourite month.
But not this year.
Still, thank you my Amigo besties for giving me these beautiful roses.

And some other gifts from friends and colleagues.
There are people who remember you,
there are people who don't.
I do count the number of people who actually care.

And then an unexpected sunshine delivered.
A few days later after my birthday.
Well, late is better than never.
Thank you Mr.E.

My ridiculous request for birthday present, haha.
They must be wondering why.
XD

Anyway, birthday was on a working day.
It was my pleasure to be able to work with CM on that day.
What a busy day.


Then CM took a selfie with us, wuuhoooo!!!
Unexpected surprise, haha!


I forgot how February flew away, I know it was not easy.
But we nailed it.

We took our first corporate photos~
What a fun morning to visit Sia Buey Park too~


The team, the best so far.


Random with the girls~

And counting of blessings~
Though this year had not been a fruitful year due to the closed one passed away.

And our own giant Lao Sang.
This was huge. I swear.


Party in the meeting room, always have good food.
But since I m no longer animal eater for now, 
I had less choice.

Another unexpected concert for the aunties.
In fact, the concert is really good.
I enjoyed myself too cause I can sing 90% of the old songs by 蔡琴。
Thank you boss for giving out the free tickets.
I love it.

And so cousin has decided to join the F&B.
A new vegetarian stall for everyone, yay!
Come and support please?


 
Kimchii noodle and dry pan mee.
I like pan mee better.


 
Mushroom teh and Lei Cha.
Something new for you huh?



Anyway, I wish them all the best and don't spend money like water again ok?
It is not easy to gain profits.
But don't give up.

So February was a mixed feelings month.
I am getting numb.
Working with masks?


Another working with masks?

The sad thing is,
March came in like a wrecking ball.
Our voted government collapsed in one night.
Damn those betrayers, I still hate you all.
And the reasons behind backdoors.

Life sucks sometimes.
2020 is not really a good year.
Maybe doomsday is on its way.
I am sorry too if you feel bad about this year.
But there's nothing much we can change for now.
Just stay home and stay pretty okay?



A Story Time

"I’m not good at writing. This is not going to be a storyline beautifully written. It will be my memories. My feelings in moments with you. Nothing much. But I hope when you read it it will make you play a movie in your head. Like it runs in my head.

Even though you might not believe it I still remember the very first time that you turned around in the car to say hi. That was the very first time that I met you. Though I have to say that it was unexpected to see another person in that car. We spent the day in Penang and it made me truly happy. Not that I fell in love with you on that day. Just had a feeling you were a nice young lady. But I have to admit that I wanted to impress you. One way to show my manners was to always walk on the outside of the road. I didn’t do that to impress you at first but I could see that it did impress you so I continued to do it.

The day passed by in a blur and after I got back to my place I was just happy to have found locals and made friends. When I saw u uploading the pictures on your Facebook and spelling my name as Stefen. I had to smile. To be honest I didn’t understand why u would upload all your pictures on Facebook in the beginning. Now I do. Because I can look through them whenever needed. And the dates provide a kind of diary as well. Thank you for that. You have always been wiser than me.

The next distinct moment that I remember with you was when I messaged you from that hut at Langkawi. I asked you why you are still awake. It was 4 am in the morning. And I saw you still being online so I decided to message you. That is kind of how our story started. You told me chocolate and alcohol are cheap and I should bring you kisses. Didn’t know kisses at all. But bought them. And gave them to you the day I went to USM with my sister. You gave me bananas. I remember that.

After that, I started to like the coffee hour. Because whenever that day arrived and I got to walk the stairs up to the international office I knew you were there. And slowly every time I saw you this feeling of butterflies in my stomach evolved. This feeling of being excited to see another person just because that person is there. The excitement when you are in that same room with her and you just try to look at her without her noticing. I don’t know how it felt for you but that’s how it felt for me.

The conversations we had on Facebook messenger. That timeline is like a timeline of our story. It's all still there. Me messaging you and trying to be funny. You responding. Two people starting a conversation that became a highlight of my daily routine. Damn, I didn’t plan this. I didn’t plan on meeting someone that would touch my soul. That would be interested in me. That would raise feelings of needing to be close to her just because being in the same room with her gave me peace. And excitement and happiness all at the same time.

I remember you taking me out for dinner after Coffee hour. The first picture I snapped from you. It is attached. Walking from university to the food stalls. Buying Berita Kampus from you even though I could not read a single article. Just because I would be able to meet you in person. To have this feeling of seeing you and being physically close to you.

Meeting you in the museum. Going through that cutlery display. That you reported on. Even though I had no idea about it. Watching you walking through the museum and going through the artefacts. Being physically close to you. God, what are you doing to me? What is happening? This feeling of liking someone like that. Consuming me and eating me up. Wanting to spend every single minute with you and at the same time being confused and happy while constantly checking your Facebook for any other guys that might be some kind of competition. That day at the museum was the first time I really felt a connection between you and me. Like I thought to myself wow I never told this kind of stuff to any other girl. Sharing my thoughts and feelings. All so private. All so intimate. Never shared that stuff with a girl before. But after that day I felt the connection.

Next scene. Inviting you to the play. You like art. I didn’t understand a single word of the play. I wanted to support a friend. But more I wanted to see you. Just to be in the same room as you. You being physically close. Nothing else but you. Watching Godzilla with you. Asking you to follow so you would just be there. That was all that counted at that moment. You being there.

Farlim. The night we drove to Farlim night market. Really enjoyed myself. Eating through everything. With Justice in the car. When he turned around on campus and bumped his car. Arriving at Farlim. Going through the market. You being so cute and nervous. Telling me you can eat this and that. You wanna try here? You wanna try this? Me telling you to relax. Not being able to touch you but wanting to touch you so badly. You were so cute. So tiny and cute. Not knowing how close we actually were to your home. To your mum and your grandparents. I m smiling whenever I think about it now.

The bus stop. Getting satay for you. Walking to Aman. Suddenly calling you and sitting at the bus stop. You brought me something to drink. God, we were so cute. That was for me the reason when I realized that this is the girl that stole my heart. Right when we sat there. Right after I walked back and already missed you the moment you went back to the hostel. That magic moment when we listened to that song. Like ships in the night. Sitting there and wanting to be close to you. Actually had this silly idea recently of asking you to marry you right there. With that song playing in the background. That would be the spot where I want to ask you.

Going to Queensbay with you on my birthday. Walking to berlin beer house wanting to hold your hand so badly. Like I said. Just a fragment in our timeline. A memory of mine. I remember walking back to Queensbay from the beerhouse wanting to hold your hand so badly. So so badly. The day we spent in Penang together. I remember cycling through town with you. We took a picture together. You took that picture that I still have as Facebook profile pic. Was happy to spent time with you. Just spent time with you as much as I can.

I believe that you need to live through experiences in life to say that you have lived. You gave me so many of those moments. So many moments that are shooting through my head.  I could not get enough of being close to you anymore. I had to have you around all the time. As long as you were around me and you were here I felt alive. I felt good. It felt right. Was I selfish? Yes I was. So selfish. But I could not help myself.

I knew I was leaving. But I wanted to be with you. You gave me a feeling I never had before. This feeling of being someone that mattered to someone else. You liked me too. Me of all people. I didn’t understand it but I wanted more. I made you spend time with me even though it was always meant to end. I didn’t want to hurt you but I was going to. Because I was leaving. Time was short. It was precious. It was a blur. It was unreal and real and alive and scary and all at the same time.

I didn’t come to Malaysia to meet a girl. I came because as a fifteen-year-old boy I fell in love with the country and its people and I could not forget about it. I still cannot forget about it. My eyes become watery every time I watch a youtube video listening to someone talking Malaysian English. I remember the smell of curry on my fingers. The warm air while sitting in a mamak eating nasi kandar. The taste of teh tarik. My life has been in two worlds and my heart has not settled anywhere. I don’t feel at home when I m back in Germany. I feel at home when I m in Malaysia. 

Its always you: When I tell you that I mean that you are the girl that gives me butterflies. That makes me feel insecure and helpless every time I stand before you because you mean so much to me. That first moment when I see you after a long time at the airport that always sweeps me off my feet. That always completely knocks me out because you are so beautiful to me. Inside and out. So precious. So valuable. I just am stupid because I do not show you anymore. I just write. And Say. But don’t do.

Once I wrote this sentence: Every ending is a new beginning. I wrote it because every ending with you I want it to be a new beginning so that this thing between us never ends. So that I never need to stop loving you. Whatever I do or did was stupid because I forgot that. I’m helpless with you. Clueless. But I Love you. And you will always be that one girl for me.

It's always you."

Thank you March 15th.


THE END.