我的孤单北半球

好久没听的一首歌曲，

送给想念我的人，

还有我想念的人。

听一听吧！

=)

用你的晚安陪我 吃早餐 

记得把想念 存进扑满 

我 望着满天星 在闪 

听牛郎对织女说 要勇敢 

别怕我们在地球 的两端 

看我的问候 骑着魔毯 

飞 用光速飞到 你面前 

要 你能看到十字星有北极星作伴 

少了我的手臂当枕头 你习不习惯 

你的望远望不到 我北半球的孤单 

太平洋的潮水跟着地球 来回旋转 

我会耐心地等 随时欢迎你靠岸 

少了我的怀抱当暖炉 你习不习惯 

e给你照片看不到 我北半球的孤单 

世界再大两颗真心就能 互相取暖 

想念不会偷懒 我的梦通通给你保管

I know, my Geography is bad.

=)

It's Working Life

I am an office lady now.
I am ok with everything.
But...this is not I want for my life.

I guess this is just a right time for me to explore and to realise what I want.
Marketing is definitely something out of my expect.
I do not love the company, but I am ok with the job.
I treat it as a stepping stone, a learning platform, and an opportunity for more opportunities.
But still, I am trying to settle down for at least a few years.
May be, just for awhile...

So life is now all about working, working, working.
I hate it when get scolded.
But, I found something to cheer up myself:

Found it very useful.

Cheers.

=]

So, that's working life.
All those "lectures" and questions, comments and critics...
They will come anyway no matter how well we performed.
There is no point to keep all those angers and emotions for too long.
So, just do not waste our very precious time to feel bad for the nonsence.
Bad time will not last long, nothing will be forever.

I am pretty positive with the job I have now, although the company is not really well managed.
Wise men say, if the staff keep on leaving a company, then the boss is the problem.
Well, there are too many stories in the office, good and bad.
I hope I am not the next one to leave, eventhough this thought always comes to my mind.
But all the companies are the same, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Until I become a boss someday, or I shall keep myself motivated to survive in this working world. 
Sometimes, pretend to be fool is one of the ways to survive this complicated world.
May be it doesn't make sense to you, but it works for me.

Anyway, I am busy almost everyday.
Shopping is one of my favourites since I can do it whenever I want at my working place. 
Crazy~
It is a training for me, to be patient and to be humble.
Okay, I can do this.

Happy first official working month anniversary...

To me and my working life.

Stay happy and listen to Ed Sheeran.

Thank you for always be with me when I need some great music.

And I made him these posters for fun.

Christmas wish: 

To see him in real life, haha!

=D

First Job

二零一四的十一月是非常重要的。
虽然形容不出它有多重要，但它真的很重要。
因为我结业了，开工大吉了，人生改变了。

工作，一直是我担忧的人生事项。
第一份工作往往会决定接下来的方向。
因为一旦习惯了，熟能生巧以后，我就很少会改变。
经过七、八次的应征，结果居然完全没有任何回复。
最后一次，我抱着“随便”的心态，连穿着也没下心思就去应征。
然后叻？一去就有好消息了。

这个好消息固然是好，但老天爷也很爱作弄人。
理想的工作，即前任实习的杂志公司也突然找上门要我考虑工作。
一直都超想回去工作，但是没机会。
现在机会来了，可是时机不对了。
面对种种考虑因素，徘徊在理想工作与现实之间，我真的很讨厌这种情况。
天意弄人，这样的考验真的很折磨人。
当美女记者，还是当办公室女郎？
两个都是蛮不错的，但理想还是理想，回到现实，我还是乖乖当钱奴去了。
那里工钱好，我就去呗……现在的情况看来，钱很重要。
梦想与兴趣，总有办法另谋发展的。
我一直这么催眠自己，不然日子会很难过。

决定了，没有“后悔”两个字。
忍心割爱拒绝了杂志公司与前任同事们的厚爱，我真的非常难过。
我很喜欢那一班同事，真的。
但我相信一切安排都会是最好的。
离开了媒体界，然后就这样不小心踩进了房屋与购物中心这一行。
虽然做的还是有关市场与公关，但其实还是有点失落，那么一点点吧……
我以为，我真的可以当美女记者。
结果，当Office Lady去了。
每一天都穿得斯斯文文，拥有自己的座位，下班后可以随意逛街，周末可以办小活动，接触人群，然后正式开会，接无数个电话，回无数次邮件，还有讨人厌的打文件。
这样的生活，不可以过太久。
强烈的感觉告诉我，这是一个很好的开始，但不会是我的结束。

表哥告诉我：要到对岸，你必须先建桥。耐心点。
大家都这么说，骑牛寻马，这个我知道啊。
至少现在，我没有讨厌这份工作，当然也没有特别喜爱。
但这里有很多可以学习的地方，很多磨练的机会。
迈入第四个星期，我必须承认，这三个星期的脑袋里多出了很多新知识，新体会。
但我还是在做着我喜爱的摄影，设计布置，少许写作，还可以每天光明正大上面子书工作，偶尔可以听听歌，享受下午茶，不小心迟到，认识新人类，还有进出自如的自由。
然后，上司基本上算是一个很有耐心且亲切的先生，然后还有一些同事也开始熟络。
在这间小小的办公室工作，其实也没什么好抱怨的。
另外，拥有个人专属电子邮址原来是这么专业的感觉，哈哈！
除了那台爱跟我闹别扭的电脑与前阵子的人事问题之外，一切都还不错。

所以，我正在建桥。
希望我不会偏离方向，因为我想早日靠岸。
撑起一个家，原来是这么样的感觉。
若不是家里的那场意外，我应该还没那么快进入上班的状况。
一切，来的还蛮突然的，说开工就开工，连心理准备都没有。
只能说： 既来之，则安之。保持乐观，欢喜自然来。
工作，过一天算一天，朝九晚六，放工以后，不谈公事。
我需要我的时间，每一分每一秒都重要。
但睡眠更重要！
祝福你拥有一个正常与健康的新生活。
晚安～

The Music Extravaganza!

29-11-2014（星期六）

Another excited night!

Woops, it was a very busy week.

I need to sleep well, and I can't stop all these from happening.

I...can't miss this thing!

It was a crowded Saturday at DTSP, proven.

After three years, 

now I am the audience/videographer/photographer/editor/alumni.

Something big...something extravaganza.

And I am ready, after all the hectic scehedule I had.

Present to you, Music Extravaganza, from USM Jazz Band!

They play big, and bigger!

It is always my pleasure to be one of them.

Even if only as the audience.

So let's get the music feast started!

It had better be tonight～

Yesh, it's tonight!

Guest choir with some super cute young boys..haha!

Performing Beatles's all time favourite in medlley.

Favourite brass boys and girls~

Singing "Go the Distance" with such a lighting effect.

Pretty amazing.

Isn't this lovely?

Guest singer, singing my favourite "Kau Ilhamku (You are my inspiration)".

I wish someone sing it to me, with love.

Haha, but may be I will be the one singing this to someone instead.

Duet～

It's good to be the audience once awhile.

And the VOV people～

Pheewwiit! 

So sexy huh?

The most important highlight!

Justice Khor's solo Treasure and Happy!

Woah!

He is awesome, talented and bravo for the wonderful performance.

I am so proud of you, you must know that.

=D

Ofcourse, the whole band as well.

I am so so so proud of you all～

Congratulations for everything.

It was an excellent and entertaining concert.

It was also a very complicating feeling for me...

How I wish I can be there, somehow.

But nope, everything should end someday.

=]

Met some alumni.

Woah, we are alumni now.

It is good to see old faces, and the memories come back all at once.

All these musical people...

And the "twins"!

Don't kiss me okay～

I am shy. =P

Someday, I will smile when I see all this again.

Because of you all.

And also our meastro, Prof. Razif.

Well done, I like his music, especially "Feeling Good".

Crazy awesome! 

Last but not least!

I am done with my part after three years～ THREE YEARS!

Big relief!

Jazzophile Potpourri, please don't ask me what it means.

I thought I will not finish this task, but I've proved myself wrong.

Hey Newlove, you are wrong.

You can do more～haha!

Now I have my first published book, for my favourite band.

What I can say is:

Everything happens for a reason.

So, thank you for all the helps and advices.

I am glad to be the one to make this happen. 

Vivala musica!

As music gathers us.

Mixed feeling though...if you feel me too.

=]

A Wedding Day

28-11-2014(星期五)

万众期待的大日子终于到啦！

哈哈～

为什么这么兴奋？

我也不知道，可能是家里好久没办喜事了吧？

大表姐结婚之日，大家都等不急了。

那一年，看似遥遥无期；

现在，终于还是到来了。

有缘千里来相会，这么遥远的距离，还是给他们遇上了。

不是么？

=)

公公喝茶，婆婆喝茶～

俩老笑得多开心啊。

熊抱，哈哈，这个好呀～

抛开以往的传统礼节，这次的喜事来的有点简单。

但其实，在中国那里，他们已经行过礼，进行了世纪性婚礼。

看过两人在中国结婚的影片，才发现原来咱们大马式婚礼，简单啦～

中国没有派红包这个环节吧？

好久没这样拿红包了，紧张压力，因为表姐夫一直捉弄我们说：

大声点，听不见～

哈哈，新婚快乐～表姐夫～

你听见了没？～

最美好的事，都是在你不留意时发生。

Best things happen when you least expect it.

话说，我们这家人，为这桩婚事可是下了不少功夫。

不少“叽叽喳喳”的功夫，因为太开心了。

从年头开始聊起，然后到了年尾还聊不完。

聊要陪新娘试婚纱，聊到时怎么穿，什么时候买新衣，要怎么打扮，这个那个的，哈哈！

我是从兴奋等到“哦，到了噢？”，工作以后没办法兴奋起来。

谁叫这是一个忙碌的星期，我没心情让自己太过兴奋。

但无论如何，还是很开心，家里第三代的代表终于嫁出去了～

接下来，会是谁呢？

你猜～

=D

难得的全家福，喜事耶～

连早上起床也有过年的气氛，哈哈！

恭喜表姐，祝福你幸福美满，早生贵子（这个快了=D）。

希望在你的带领之下，下一桩喜事也可以在不远处。

爱情可以很伟大，但是也可以很冒险。

异国恋嘛，本来就不是一件容易的事。

=）

一个累人的下午以后，接着的是更让人期待的晚宴。

欢迎光临～

准备派出去的喜照，拍得好美。

=)

红白为主题，整个宴会场所还蛮高贵的。

美丽的新娘与俊俏的新郎哥～

表姐夫，不要叫我水痘妹啦～

出过唯一一次水痘被撞见，然后就没办法弥补的第一印象……

表姐夫这回肯定只记得我叫水痘妹～

他说这样叫亲切嘛～

唉，wechat加我的第一封短信：hello,豆妹，我是表姐夫。

Okay，这个真的没办法改变了。

众女神～

开什么玩笑～哈哈！

我们家，女将多，多，多！

有没有人缺女友，找我介绍就对了。

准备开餐～

我是个忙碌的贵宾，要负责吃，要负责拍照，要负责陪笑。

羡煞旁人……

现场，肯定也有人想结婚了！

=X

换装～ 

他是她最重要的决定。

我的决定，还在远方某处。

哈哈！

顺便恭喜他们，即将当爸爸妈妈了。

动作好快叻，哈哈～

交杯酒～甜甜蜜蜜。

不变的敬酒仪式。

饮～～～～胜～！

表姐夫肯定没见过这个仪式，哈哈！

他们的故事大概就这样开始了。

然后，这个世界上，又多了一个小家庭。

结婚这件事，果然不是两个人的事。

它是两家人的事，两个国家的事。

说得好像有点严重，但这是事实，而且一切真的不容易。

衷心祝福表姐与表姐夫，

永浴爱河，

白头偕老。

嘿，我不是新娘。

至少不是这一天。

=）

Story of My Convocation

Teehee!

Little florist at my house.

With lots of love.

Pretty amazing to see all these.

=)

 Thank you to those who came and wished me in whatever ways.

I will not forget this.

My first bouquet from cousins:

 Just the right one as I hoped. 

Sunflowers, brown and yellowish wrapping paper,cute bear. 

Is it real that my cousins know me so well? 

Haha. I guess it was just a coincident...

But I like it very much.

Next, from someone who know me well too.

 Yay, a puppy bouquet!

It was the first one I received after I came out from the hall.

Got it in surprise. 

Thank you friends, you guys really know me.

=D

I want to display all the gifts I have received, but I can't.

So, just pick those memorable one. =)

 Special handmade card from a friend.

Will keep it for a long while I think.

Very well designed. Haha!

I always hope for colourful flying balloons.

But it is alright.

I have Dora with me. 

 Hey Dora, specially gift from a cute friend of mine.

Just as cute as the Dora balloon~

XD

And also, some of the gifts, red packets, sweets~

 Thank you all....

Every little things is appreciated.

Last but not least...

She said: This is one of my favourites.

The four leaves represent something something..which I can only remember FAME.

Sorry, I have bad memory, can't recall.

Thank you for giving me this, I don't know how should I express myself.

But I will keep it well, I promised. 

=)

To those who shared and gave me Ed Sheeran's album...

A BIG KISS for you!

Never expect this to happen.

Muacks!

XD

And usually, 

Malaysians always take family photos in the studio during convocation.

But I don't.

 Our own family photo, taken by someone / timer in camera, at home.

Self-service, easier and faster.

Thank you for taking part in the photo session. 

I am fortunate enough to be able to be take these photos with them.

Last but not least, my special cute granny.

I feel sorry to make her travelled all the way to join us in the photo session.

But she made it, so that was really awesome.

^_^

 So, that's the end of my convocation story.

And I smiled, a lot.

=)