This is 2020!

好久以前,我们期待着2020年的到来。
因为它承载着国人的宏远,是最美好的一个年代。
然而,2020转眼间就到来了。
那然后呢?

新的一年并没有在满心期待的情况下到来,而是忧虑与忙碌。
2020,其实也只不过是一个年份,每个人还是要继续年长,继续生活。
原本就没有想要庆祝的跨年,最终还是在友人的邀请下参加了四人聚餐。
唱唱歌,痛快大笑一番,然后在车笼里看着零零散散的烟花迎接2020.

是的,这就是2020。
你有什么心愿吗?

我好像没有什么特别的展望,只希望去年的展望今年可以继续执行。
然后希望身边的人事物都可以快乐安康,国泰民安。
最后还是希望人类从地球上消失吧。
少了人类,地球才得以永存。

说是极端,也不完全。
我憧憬的是美好的新世界,可惜一切都有点太迟了。
续亚马逊的森林大火,澳洲现在也陷入火焰当中。
树熊与袋鼠们的死亡率飙高是最惨痛的损失,
还有很多很多野生动物和树林在这次大火中牺牲。
这已经不再是地球给人类的警告。
这是世界末日的开始。

2020可以再美好一些吗?
当你还在网购买新衣物与产品同时,海洋的鱼量正慢慢减少,30年后塑料垃圾将取代它们。
当你还想着周末要上哪儿吃一顿好吃的时候,地球的北极熊正瘦骨如才,渐渐死去。
当你还在想着如何赚多一些钱的时候,地球也沦陷在二氧化碳上升的红色警报,灾害不断。
关于你的自私,你还是需要承担后果。

人类耗尽了地球上的资源,已经来不及复原了。
我们越是进步,地球就越快毁灭。
如果地球还能够拥有10-20年的时间,我们真的应该偷笑。
但就算真的有这样的时间,那也是痛苦的开始。

90年代的孩子,我们见证了幸福的年代,但也很快就要面对最艰难的日子。
上一代将不会为以后的地球负责,如果我们不做点什么,你的孩子就不会有未来。
所以,还生孩子来干什么?
关键,我们就是关键。

大地有它复原的能力,但人类是绊脚石。
少数族群的努力争取远远比不上大众的挥霍与自私,
人类终究还是要付出代价的。
2020年,我们要改变的不再是自己而已。
2020年,不为地球做点什么,那你就别存在了,别浪费资源。
2020年,继续奋斗吧,你一定可以做点什么的。

我想,这一年,我真的有很多事情可以做。
不然,我会讨厌我自己。
新一年,继续早起,继续付出。

祝福2020,祈祷世界更美好。








So Long, 2019.

2019 ahhhhhh~~
Why you leave so soon?
I remember how I said Hi to 2019,
now it is ending?!

I have not much time for grandmother stories.
But I would like to remember a few things in 2019.
It means a lot to me, because this year, I gained so much, 
and of course, lost something else too.

Highlights of 2019!

January
Coping with new job is always challenging.
But I think I did well so far.

And thank you Yunnan and Bangkok for a memorable time.
It was simple but nice.

February
Officially 28, I am proud of myself.
But there's so much I can do, so much I want to offer.

CNY was fun, spend less money,
spend more time.

March
Seeing the 4kg nephew baby for the first time, oh boy!
He is so damn cute, I cannot~~~

April
Goodbye ex GM, Hello new GM.
I believe, everything happens for a good reason.

May
Completed my probation, well done to myself.
These 6 months were amazing, seeing more green warriors inspire me always!

June
Alright, getting a house is not easy.
But I am getting one, one life goal achieved!

July
Baby ZYue is here!
And now she grows up into a cutie pie~

Work is fun but there's so much to learn.
Visitation and events, yes eyes opening.

August

A holiday to the far far away country ONCE AGAIN!
A truly unexpected one, but I worked for it!

Milan and Lake Como, Merano and the green valleys
I love the road trips okay?

September
Far far away trip ended, and I was really sad.
I just love to travel with people I love. But...

My heart shattered into pieces, oh Happy...
You waited for me and I know it, RIP.

One big challenge in 2019, we made it!
Goodbye PGIGCE, you've been good.

October
Yes, my best friend's wedding in Kedah.
You got my blessings!

Work is more and more challenging.
Transformation is really something for all of us.

November
Mr.E brightened up my days.
Life is so much better when there's someone who love-hate you.

ROM and more weddings.
Please don't ask me when is my turn.

And aha!
Baby Kerwin is here, but I still haven't hold him yet!

December
I got a second chance to watch JJ's concert, oh boy!
That was a lucky and crazier one!

Attended an intensive workshop that inspired me.
Working in the environmental sector is never easy.

Grandma had a critical situation that somehow brought everyone together.
I have fear, but no one lives forever.

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And so, 2019 is a beautiful year.
Seeing my friends getting married and having babies,
it is scary, but it is wonderful at the same time.

Losing someone you love is also heartbroken, 
it hurts so badly that I can really feel the pain inside.
Nothing is scarier than not having that someone in your life again.

But life is not just about happy and sad.
We have so much more to feel, 
so much more we can give.

Life is also about growing wiser ad stronger.
we have so much strength inside, we just need t to discover it.
Just like how most of the movies teach us about courage.

I think 2019 is a fruitful year for me.
Definitely need to give more than I can receive in the coming new year.
I always have so much to do, but always stuck.

Anyway, less is more.
Getting used to shop nothing life cause I cannot shop like last time anymore.
Less plastic, more patience.
I m getting there, zero waste lifestyle.
It makes me happier and crazier as well, haha!

One last thank you, 2019.
Not very sure how well I did,
but definitely better than the year before.

So long, good bye.