我们曾经多好?

突然间,翻开了几个面子书,看见了曾经对我很好的熟悉面孔。
我们曾经多好啊?
可是,如今却无声无息,比陌生人还要陌生。
很想鼓起勇气打搅,可是,我要说什么?
“你好吗?”
还是,“嘿,新年快乐?”

我真的很想念我们一起聊天,一起亲密过的日子。
难道,只是我一个人还逗留在那回不到的过去吗?
我想是吧,应该只有我一个人那么愚蠢,对过去那么难以忘怀。
我真的没办法就这样,把过去的回忆删去。
有些人,把部落格的回忆去除了。
有些人,不来信了。
有些人,透明了。
有些人,甚至消失了……
究竟问题何在?

昨夜临睡前清理手机里快爆掉的信箱。
原来,我的信箱里,全都是回忆。
从2010我买了这架手机开始,从我出国开始,
里面的信息就开始储存下来。
那时妈妈开始学打信息,然后发了一封给还在香港游玩的我。
她说:欣爱,迪斯尼好玩吗?妈咪想你了,给妈咪回信息好吗?
我记得,看到这封信息时,我的眼眶,好像湿了,呵呵~
原来,我家妈咪,也会说这么肉麻的话,哈哈!
后来在大学时,她给我发过第二封类似的信息。
所以没过多久,我就立刻回家去了。
=)

重点其实是另外一封让我感触的信息。
那封信息,我大概没回复吧。
因为那时的我不知道,他在未来的某一天就离开了我们。
阿良,曾经对我多好?
他走了,一场车祸把他带走了。
留下来的信息是他问我:
hi long time no see to u lo how r u
他这个人,从不打标点符号。

删着删着,我却突然不想删掉这些信息了。
好多画面一闪而过。
随着信息一封一封的轮流出现,好对人的面孔也一一浮现。
那时的我们,多好?
可是现在我们却不说话了。
有些难过,早知道,我们一开始就不要那么好。
不然,思念就不会越来越浓,越来越难舍。

我们曾经多好?
他们曾经对我多好?
我又对他们多好?
这一切,都回不去了。
自己心里有数就好。
曾经发生的,没办法消除。
来来往往的人那么多,难道就这么放不下?
我想是的。
如果是真的在乎的事,那就一辈子都不会轻易放下。
我在乎我们的曾经,可是没办法挽回我们的现在,更无法预测我们的未来。
曾经对我好的人儿,好像风一样,瞬间就不见了。
他们,不回来了。
但是,我们曾经很好,很好……
这一切还会改变吗?
可能吧。
除非……自己主动一点点,就那么一点点。
还是,先等我找到,让我主动的理由吧。
=S

陪公主出游记

28-1-2013(星期一)

这一天到来了……
今天,发生了很多事。
而我,迟大到,还找不到人,啊~~
这电话线,让我体验了在茫茫人海中,
一个人握着电话在那里狂打,狂着急,却看不见想见的人,那种害怕的感觉。
这是第二次,我不想再有这样的感觉了。
=[
 找不到你,你,和你,你们知道我的心情吗?
我不喜欢那样的感觉!
>.<
不要取笑我可爱的小钱袋,它真的很可爱~
也不要怂恿我和你们一样,买那么大一个钱包,
我没那么多钱装在里面,哈哈!
=)
 选择恐惧症,这个病症,怎么开始慢慢蔓延带你们身上?
它可是绝症,没药医的~
所以,千万不要像我一样,那么难以抉择。
 我和我的七彩水果冰,果然是酸酸的,一点甜也没有。
但,我喜欢它的颜色。
=)
有没有觉得我们很吵?
隔壁桌的,不要一直望过来,我不好意思~
*其实是我们笑太大声了,唉~*
 很多招式,这种拍照的毒,我们中得很深,很深……
没办法,人家换了电话,要拿来玩一下才过瘾,哈哈!
 其实今天,是来陪公主出游的。
公主,今天不可以空手而归,不然我失责啊~
 所以,买买买~你们买,我给意见,哈哈!
听说成熟的女人背后会有另外一个幼稚的女人。
你成熟,我幼稚;我成熟,你幼稚。
真对不起,阻止你把那件你那么爱的衣服带回家。
到现在,我还在惭愧……
真的只是纯粹逛街,我做到了,什么都没买!
啊哈哈哈~
陪公主逛街,还真累。
幸好,她没有空手而归,哈哈!
谢谢你们,我当一日的伴游宫女,很开心呢!
=D

原来我搭巴士这个念头,已经是命中注定好的。
我看见,片片落叶,随风而落,好美,好美。
等待巴士这件无聊的事,突然变得,很诗情画意。
这个下午做了一件好事,很有使命感!
原来啊,上天早已经安排好让我搭这一趟巴士,要我帮她们这个忙。
希望她们在这里度假愉快,安全回国。
接着,还遇到小学时极度不喜欢我的同学。
他还来得及叫了我的名字,wow!
这是我小学时,最希望发生的事。
一件小事,却感觉良好,让我很难忘记那一幕,哈哈~
然后,还遇到他,还有他~
这一天总是满满的惊喜,就连搭巴士回家都可以觉得开心。
嗯,这座城市,真的很漂亮。
好久,没这样一个人好好欣赏这美丽的槟城了。
有些选择,早已安排好。
而且,上天一定会安排最好的给你。
所以,我一直都相信:所有的安排一定是最好的。
“不怕,不怕!”
这是在巴士上读的某个文章上看见的激励用词。
哈哈,搭巴士果然是要配阅读,我喜欢这样的搭配!
不然在家或外出,哪来多余的阅读时间?
所以,偶尔搭巴士,会有另一番体验:
看看人,看看风景,看看书,看看自己。
=)

好多话想说,好想听你说……

新体验!

27-1-2013(星期日)

一个学期没见面的朋友,要说很久,其实也没有很久而已。
我们在面子书上,常常见面啊~
熟悉的感觉依旧还在。
不多不少,刚刚好就我们几个。
四季刚开张不久的James Foo西餐馆。
我点了 Cheesy Fish, 新尝试!
还有大大杯的西瓜汁,好凉快!
这里的人潮,真的是太夸张了!
看着桌子后头正在排队的人群,我吃得非常不安,哈哈!
还是赶快把位子让出来呗~

吃饱了,该去走走,看看这个新天地有什么好玩的,还是好吃的。
这里,应该是发林区最让人着迷的地方吧?
我们住在这里,真的很幸福。
某一天,我想去吃这里的Subway~
=D
大大的脸蛋,我们没变嘛~
后来啊,小可爱想吃巧克力火锅,我们就一起去吧!
往花果山出发~
一个学期不见的美女,头发长长,泪过的心情晒干了吗?
祝福你,四周的蜜蜂蝴蝶和苍蝇都不要来打扰~
你值得更好。
=)
贪吃的小朋友~
托她的福,我们在这里有了新体验!!!!
将将!巧克力火锅~
真的没想到,我会吃这个耶~
真的真的太惊讶了!

我果然还是需要朋友的感染才会做不一样的尝试。
你看!我的冰淇淋粒粒~
吃得真的很悲剧,连头发也粘到了~
不好意思,第一次吃,很狼狈~像小花猫一样~
=S
友人说,这个像掉进沼泽里的草莓尸体,哦~
o.O!!!!
不要紧啦,反正都是进肚子的,管它是什么跟什么~

刚刚给妈妈看照片,她说:
你们siao了?那么甜,吃得完吗!?
随后,我立刻打开这一张给她看~
将将~
她说:哇, lu lang jin gao jiak!
Ops~
在讲我们呢,哈哈!
=P

好啦,玩够了,吃够了,花够了。
可是怎么还是觉得,讲不够?
我还有一大堆话想说,只是说不出口。
你们有没有这么觉得?
听了她的故事,心里也觉得沉沉的。
以后尽可能不提这件事了,失望的感觉就让它渐渐逝去吧。
加油!
我们还要一起去庙会叻~
希望能够不要再计划跟不上变化啦~
嘿嘿~
想念你们的感觉,不知道你们懂吗?
我们,一起去看落叶,好不好?
=)

How I Met Your Mother?

Alright, this is ridiculous.
I've been watching this since last year's semester break.
This series is way too long for me....
It is about 10 seasons, I just done with the 7th. 
How am I going to finish this American series?
I have no idea at all.
But it is superb!
Er... well, it is more to an adult series, haha!
How I met your mother?

The narrator is actually telling his children about his love stories.
But, he takes years to finish the endless stories. 
We don't even know who is his last and final girl until the 7th season!
I guess, the mysterious girl will only appear in the last season.
=.= 
It always starts with this as the first scene with the same dialogue : 
"Kids, ....."
He never get bored.
Lol....poor kids, listening to their father's stories~
Alright, this is the main character.
Ted Mosby, the father who tells stories in 2030.
Handsome huh?
Haha, I don't know how to describe him.
He is an architect , busying looking for "the right one" in his life throughout the whole series. 
But of course, this series is not only about him.
He has 4 best friends, who are also crazy and funny.

Barney Stinson, the legand~~ Wait for it~~~ dary~
So, the legendary guy...
Keep looking for different girls for fun?
Lol, he is the awesome, haha.
Seriously, I don't know how to describe them with appropriate words.
 @.@

Then this is the love couple.
Marshall Erickson and Lily Erickson.
They are funny too, lots of ideas and stupid thought.
But they play an important role in this series.
They get engaged in the very first episode, 
then married, and now they are having baby in the last episode of the 7th season.
I feel happy for them, this is not an easy process, at least not for their friends.
People keep searching for the right one, but they found each other in the college.
Very lucky huh?

The only two girls in the series.
Lily and Robin Scherbatsky, the broadcaster.
She is having the career somehow like what I want to have one day.
And she is so pretty!
Too bad she can't have any baby. 
She is miserable in her relationships... aiks.
She kinda reflects what we might face someday.
When I watch this, I do think a lot.

 Watching this series can make people laugh.... laugh non stop!
I kinda like them, like the story, and like the arrangement.
Haha, the producers are really great!
The idea of living , shown in every episode.
They are just having normal life like us, 
but sometimes, we neglected what really happen around us.
Everything that happen in the series, happen in our real life too.
=)

 But, their stories are crazier and funnier.
They do thing that is out of expectation!
And of course, their life style is also very much different from ours.
So, no comparing, just sharing.

Their favourite booth in their favourite bar.
They only use a few scenes like the bar, the house, the office, the taxi~~~
Lol, but their stories are interesting, so it doesn't matter, haha!
And their activities, drinking, chatting and sharing, kissing~~~
Hmm, a lot more.
XD

The love stories in this series show that, we will never know who is the right one.
Not even first sight love.
People come and people leave, it is a process.
But if you never try, you will never know.
Hence, Ted, Barney and Robin are still stucked in this process.
A process that will never end before the right timing.
So, just keep trying and keep believing.
They inspired me a lot, the series and the reality they showed.
I guess, that is life. 

 The story in this series started in 2005, if not mistaken.
Now, the story is in the same timeline like our real life.
They are now in 2012 in season 7.

Meet the craziest people in this American series!
Thanks to my friend, who recommended me and borrowed me his collections.
Haha~~~~

How I spend my holidays?
Laughing alone in front of the screen.
XD

Time for Darlings!

一月份的假期,
我最期待的就是看见熟悉的脸孔。
想听见,我想听的话,比如……
我真的很想念你。
=)
回来后第一个见到的,永远都是她。
在那灯火阑珊处等我的小女人,我还真的快认不出她。
哈哈,朦胧美~
谢谢你,那么迫不及待想见我。
因为我也一样~
这是传说中的花果山。
但这个果冻布丁,不怎么好吃~
=X

然后,不久后的某一天,我们还唱了六个小时的歌,是六个小时!!!
回来以后,妈妈问我:
为什么你的声音那么像唐老鸭的声音?!
Ops~
我唱爆音了,哈哈!
感谢陪我疯狂的人,下次……再去吧!
嘿嘿~

24号那一天,我们见面了。



 生日快乐,亲爱的朋友。
=)
 每一次都没办法帮她庆祝,内心真的很内疚。
这一次,不可以再找借口说忙了!
 我们,一起过生日吧。
 左右手的小小心意,请笑纳~
 这个很漂亮,哈哈~
 哪位人家缺席了,很不赏脸哦~
下次不可以缺席了,因为我真的很想念你。
=) 
很多时候,我还在猜想,
究竟是不是我们的友谊变了?
还是,我自己想多了?
我总是爱为未知的未来做猜测。
你们的一点小动作真的可以让我想很久很久。
告诉我,不是岁月悄悄的在作祟。
告诉我,我们只是偶尔疲惫。
那么……
累了,就让我来当你们的依靠,好不好?
祝福我们。

我们下次见面,
是什么时候呢?


Back to December

I like this song for quite a long time already.
This is a great song.
How great it is?
It describes whatever feeling of mine.
Sorrow, sour, and unbelievable. 
For every light that appeared and asked me to move forward, I turned them off.
First, second...third.....endless counting I guess.
There is no U-turn. 
Life is to keep moving on.
Going back to December seems impossible.
And all those songs... seriously going to make me feel so so so down.
Going to ban these songs from my playlist!
I.....want to play all CNY songs already.
=X


When fear crept into my mind,
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye.
So if the chain is on your door, I understand.


I UNDERSTAND THE SONG THOROUGHLY.


By the way, my friend said I look like her.
Or she looks like me?
Haha~
Anybody, do we look alike? Somehow???
Hmm.....
I just hope that I can sing and play guitar like she does.
Well, too bad I can't.
Anyway,this is Newlove, not Taylor Swift.
We are both beauties.
Thank you.