Dear Jan

Dear Jan,
I am fine, I am doing alright.
Things will be okay like how it should be.
Everything will always be alright at the end.
If it is not alright, it is not yet the end.

Dear Jan,
There are people coming and leaving.
It is easy to say say but so hard to say good bye.
Meeting new people is fun and interesting.
But to let someone go, it is not fun at all.
I took few weeks to persuade myself that,this is life.
To feel sorrow once awhile, that is life.

I am so glad to meet him when I was so lost in my first job.
He understands my situation as a newbie like no one knows.
Good bye, my dear colleague, Mr.Charles.
I appreciate your guidance, sharing and advices.
I shall never not forget you.

Dear Jan,
There are voices telling me that no one should change my life.
And saying "I want to" make things easier compared to "I have to".
So she were saying I always spend my time and busy for nothing?
I disagree.
I want to prove her wrong.
Who is she?
Some famous number master.
But it was a great talk and awesome experience with some new faces.
Thank you for bringing me around, I love to learn from people with wisdom.
New thoughts and ideas come in when we listen to people.
There is no right or wrong, life is subjective.

Dear Jan,
Working life is busy, I thought I am having the previous concert life again because I've never felt so busy before.
I want to sleep like a boss, and do whatever things I want to.
But sorry to myself, it is time to learn how to play with annual leave, replacement leave, unpaid leave, mc, marriage leave and emergency leave.
Leaves...give me some falling leaves to make me feel like autumn.
I have long way to go..
And being busy is always better than nothing to do.
Compete with time, recharge and restart when things go wrong.

Dear Jan,
Thank you for sending me blessing and warm greetings wherever I go.
Meeting people, shoppers, tenants, and customers is definitely one of the greatest rewards I gain from my first job.
I think I might fall in love with this place and the people I met.

For example, the coolest God of Prosperity~
And making mistakes? 
It is going to be another valuable experience for me.
I really hate myself when I send wrong email, or being indecisive.
I want be able to get the solution, not just to state the problem.
But hierarchy really makes me sick.
Be a good follower, and learn from great leaders.
I know, thats the rule of working life.

Dear Jan,
Ed Sheeran makes me sick as well.
I can't stop playing his songs cause they are so comforting.
Especially Photograph, Afire Love, The A Team, Legohouse, Cold Coffee, and GIVE ME LOVE! 
So autumn feel, I like it.
And crazy, Chinese New Year is just around the corner!
I haven't really prepare myself for it.
I am trying to keep myself calm everyday.
Until I meet the one who introduced me who is this Ed Sheeran.

Dear Jan, 
I have so many things to tell you.
But I just don't know how to start it.
I want to take awesome photos, write amazing stories, 
sing beautiful songs, make yummy cookies.
I want to study and travel.
Different thoughts that are in my mind.
They keep on distracting me.
I can't change it, because it is in me.
The way I think and behave, I believe I was born this way.

Dear Jan,
You are hopes.
You are a great start.
You are just awesome.
Juanuary is going to end today.
So, see you next year, dear Jan.

Welcome, January.

January started like usual.

My 24th January, my 24th Spring.

I really love Spring and Autumn,

I love the windy days and falling leaves.

Simply because, it is beautiful and emotional sometimes.

And playing a right song can make it even better.

Not to forget, I also dream a lot in Spring.

Once again, her 52 birthday.

Carrot cake that I miss a lot~~~

Happy birthday mummy, it was just another simple celebration.

The most important point is, we will never miss out this special day.

Eventhough it is always a simple one.

=)

Then,

something to do with the victims of flood in Malaysia...

I hope it helps..

Got this opportunity to send some food and drinks to those needy.

Thank you Giant Superstore for helping in transportation.

Glad that I always go shopping in this Giant Superstore at my working place.

Money flows like water if I have them with me.

Finally spend on something meaningful,haha!

Pray for the victims, sincerely from my heart.

My mini boy friend....gave me these, the last time I saw him.

He is going to study as a standard one boy now.

The next round I see him, he will change for sure.

I love him, when he is 6 years old.

Will he remember how we were in love after years?

Heartache, time is such a killer.

And goodbye, I thought I will have another chance to say a proper goodbye.

But I was wrong. 

I went for hiking, with my new sportshoes.

I think, a great partner and a pair of comfortable shoes are important.

I made it to hill no.5 and even higher to 6 1/2 without feeling really tired.

It was another amazing Saturday, right after the sunrise date.

Having my little “boy friend” as a hiking partner, it is surely a good choice.

=）

I am not really into soft toys.

But I am a girl,

who does not play with toys but just to keep them.

Collecting, I would say.

My collection of toys with stories.

By the way, my favourite is the grey hippo.

Birthday again, but it was my grandpa's.

Meeting cousins and family members.

And Happy Birthday Grandpa!

Granpa sounds awkward, should say:

Ah Gong, shang yit fai lok~

Hakka, to be precise.

=D

Continue my life with some reading.

《Actually, I am that hardworking》,

Very inspiring, 

I picked it randomly in Popular, and it makes me feel better.

Good advices and guidance for the newbies who just started to work, like me.

Mentally motivated, but it is not enough.

I need action.

Courage.

Wisdom.

Last but not least...

You made me crazy,

and is still making me crazy.

When your heart skipped a beat...thats the feeling.

January awaiting February.

It is still like a dream...

Stay focused.

You stay focused okay?

Movie List (2014)

100 movies....I din't make it in 2014.

But I like some of the movies, like really really like it.

Just feel like want to watch them again if there is a chance, haha!

Watch The Secret Life of Walter Mitty again, so, hopefully Love, Rosie will be the next movie to re-watch~

Anyway, 100 movies in a year, still one of my life goals.

I hope I remember all the good movies that I watched before.

Making a list for my own reference.

Movies of 2014:

1. The Secret Life of Mitty Walter_Motivation_Life_Adventure

Always get inspired, even the second time I watched it. 

2. Love, Rosie_Romance_Motivation_Life

One of the best romance movies I have ever watched so far.

3. The Fault in Our Stars_Romance_Life

The movie that I watched alone in the cinema for the first time and yea...pretty amazing.

4. How to Train Your Dragon 2_Cartoon_Adventure_Life

Cutest dragon in the world, watched with the cutest person that I miss so much.

5. Big Heros_Cartoon_Motivation

Another cutest, haha! I hope there is a BayMax 2 coming soon~

6. Divergent_New World_Romance_Action

Very good concept, very pretty lady and handsome FOUR.

7. Night at the Museum: The Secret of the Tomb_Life_Fiction

One of my favourite series. I think I like Ben Stiller. So sad it ended.

8. The Book of Life_Cartoon_Romance_Motivation_Life

Beautiful cartoon, watched with a bunch of crazy juniors. A great movie!

9. The Hobbit: The Battles of the Five Armies_Adventure_Fiction

I see fire....that is how it started to stuck in my mind. This whole series, makes me want to visit the country more. I must be there one day!

10. I, Frankenstein_New World_Fiction_Scienctific

I like fiction, making the impossible a possible. 

11. The Journey

12. Dracula Untold

13. Into the Storms

14. Guardians of the Galaxy

15. Coffee.Waiting.Love

16. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

17. Maleficient

18. The Amazing Spiderman 2

19. Godzilla

20. X-Men: Days of Future Past

21. Transformer 4: Age of Extinction

22. The Cage

23. As the Light Goes Out

24. Hello Babies

25. From Vegas to Macau

26. Fire Storm

27. Golden Chicken

28. Annabelle

29. Ju-on

Others:

30. In My Dreams_Romance_Motivation_Life

Just like it cause I dream a lot too. Sweet and simple romance.

31. The Notebook_Romance_Life

Besides the handsome guy and pretty lady, I like the atmosphere when I watched this.

32. The Lucky One_Life_Romance

Zac Efron, seriously? But the story is good as well.

33. The Vow_Romance_Life

Romance...based on real life story.

34. P.S. I Love You_Life_Romance_Motivated

P.S. I cried so much for this movie. Can't imagine if I am the poor lady in the movie.

Just too sad to imagine anything.

35. Beethoven

36. Beethoven's 2nd

37. The Prestige

38. Sky High

39. Herbie 

40. SeaFood

41. Twa-Tiu-Tiann

42. Jack the Giant Slayer

43. The Last Song

44. Love Actually

45. Zoo Keeper

46. Mom at Sixteen

47. Penelope

48. Christmas Cupid

49. Wolf Children

Missed:

The Best of Me

The Theory of Everything (Have to watch it soon!)

Dawn of the Planet of the Apes

The Lego Movie

Interstellar

If I Stay

Into the Woods

The Maze Runner

MoKissU

The Gathering

Unbeatable

Okay, date me for a good movie.

I am ok with romance, action, scintific fiction, fantasy, adventure, new world, cartoon, comedy, motivational, life story, and natural disaster. 

No horror unless you pay for me. 

Thank you.

First Date, 2015

3-1-2015(星期六)

Hello, 2015!

I am not really excited for another new year.

But I am glad that I live for another year.

Thank you,

to whoever and whatever that keep me alive all this time.

I am still here, and that is more than enough.

Hi, my little shoes.

Miss you a lot!

So, we had a date with spring!

It was a sunrise dating, meant to date the Sun.

But I did not set my alarm cause I was too tired and fell asleep~~

So, so sorrie~~~~

My bad.

Luckily we still managed to catch up with the beautiful sunrise, all the way to Penang Hill~

It was awesome, I am in love with it.

Let's do this again, okay?

Blur face...

It was really a cold, windy and misty morning?

Yea...

Good morning world~

Teehee!

Thanks to her, we did this and had a memorable Saturday morning.

Weirdo.sweet.cute.

=P

Okay, we took a lot of photos.

Because the sunshine was too AWESOME!

Posing time~

He said he is our posing master.

Posing consultant or whatever, haha!

Accidentally got this model feel, impressed by myself.

Sexy lady, with her long hair~

Posing master, promoting my smiley bag.

Another shoot, random one...haha!

We like the sunlight, the windy morning and awesome spring~

"Play with your hair", someone said.

Sunshine~~~

Wee~~~~

Selfie time.

Cause we were the models and the photographers.

Love locks again.

But it was a sunny day, so it was a different feeling.

No one can stop us from taking more photo now.

This photo and feeling....

I want it too...someday maybe?

=)

And I think, I was thinking of you.

Holding hand with a beautiful lady, woops.

I am going to come back, I have to.

=)

Hello, 2015.

I pray for a better year.

So, you better be.