31 March 2015

March is leaving me soon.

Ya, probably in 3 hours.

Nothing much to say,

I guess I will not remember what happen in March after this.

It is just another working month, 

another month for me to discover myself, my thoughts and my dreams.

Well, shouldn't be too sad about that.

The world is still spinning.

GST is still coming.

And so, let me treasure the little memories I have.

So I started my life with new phone.

New habit and new culture.

By the way, Happy International Women' Day!

 Went to GeorgeTown with mum to visit my cutie friend.

And it was a quite lovely Sunday, think mum had fun too.

=)

Then there's new culture going on.

I don't always selfie.

But now I do.

 Maybe once awhile~~~

Working life when I have to read newspaper.

It is not bad at all!

But, too bad I am always busy and do not have enough time to read properly. 

 But this caught my attention.

Seriously, I hope they found each other now.

=)

And Groupon is a very good channel for me to spend money.

Good and bad thing? haha!

 Made myself 2 Photobooks, one for convocation and another one for USM Jazz Band.

Best memories treasured!

March is simply relax and cool.

 I did nothing much, no input, not much output.

But it is a beautiful month.

Because I drove quite a lot~

 Sent my sister to the airport by myself.

Crazy~~~

And then I met my dream car~ OMG.

 Mitsubishi Alttrage, RM700+ per month for 9 years if I want it so much before GST.

But too bad, I made my decision and said Good Bye to my dream car.

Kind of sad as I never want to have a car before I met this one.

It is just too beautiful for me.

My office life afterall.

 Always feeling cold like winter, so I have my blanket and jacket with me.

It feels like home and quite comfortable sometimes.

I think... I am in love with my table and that small personal area.

Overall, feels like home, maybe?

Then I remember this...

 Hi, long time no see,something that I've abandoned for few years. 

Have to think of what I should do with it.

And March...have to say good bye like how it always happen.

 Farewell night for the intern girl that I like very much.

To the right is our beloved Sugar Daddy, and colleagues.

So Good Bye huh?

I just have to accept it because it is not under my control.

But I know, we will miss her a lot.

Denise, our very cute little sister.

Wish her all the best in future.

And yea, new colleague is coming on 1st April.

Okay! Let's see what is going to happen soon.

So last weekend, a very busy weekend.

We went back to Kedah for prayer.

 Hi Grandpa.

How are you doing?

Selfie with grandpa.

It was the fastest and funniest prayer we had.

Also, feeling tired.

And I drove to fetch my aunts.

Feeling good, I think I am finally an adult after I drove.

Haha!

Oh, my primary school. 

 I miss this place, this sky, this simple life.

And my poor dog...aiks.

She has blue eyes.

I wish for something to happen.

And I hope I can make it.

We found the land of Watermelon on the way back!

Too much!

This is too much for a watermelon lover like me~

I have to get some of these back to Penang!

And I actually did.

XD

So March is still a memorable one.

Eventhough nothing big happen.

But all these small pieces made my March beautiful.

All the best in Japan, my dear friend.

I just hate to say good bye.

But this farewell lunch, I hope it will be a memorable one.

Until we meet again in future?

Dinner treat by the intern girl accompanied by our Sugar Daddy on her very last working day.

 Lok lok or steamboat?

I just like it because it was a raining day.

And everything seems alright, very heart-warming.

But feelings fade, how I wish I can keep all these feelings fresh in my mind.

Keep calm, and feel.

Last but not least, the best ending of March.

 Musical night with the band members again.

Haha! 

Dougy!

XD

Singing the songs I used to sing.

She is getting better.

And I love to be in the music.

All bad feelings are gone whenever I am here.

Easy and efficient!

So, little pieces here and there.

My memories are all based on pictires.

Maybe Instagram is a better way for me to keep all these pieces.

And welcome, GST.

Government Says Thank you.

I hope this is a joke and someone will wake me up soon.

Let's have a better April.

Let's do something big!

Let your heart speaks.

Welcome to the world of GST.

Ed-Sickness

Heartache when I realised that I won't be able to attend this time.

Just realised how much I love him and his music.

I want to spend my time in his music world so badly.

 For Ed Sheeran.

He is too much, too talented and too passionated.

His is very influencial, I mean him and his mucic pieces.

I love Afire Love, Cold Coffee, I See Fire, All Of The Stars, Photograph, Don't, Kiss Me, This, One, Firefly, and a lot more.

AWESOME SONGS!

So here is this guy, the second guy who makes me so obsessed right at this moment.

Him and his little guitar.

His little attitude.

His messy hair and tattoo.

His voices...

 Thank you for the great music.

I love almost every one of them.

And I really have to watch him in live for once.

And well, he is 3 days younger than me, what a fact.

But it doesn't matter.

Whoever gets him one day, she is lucky.

Melt me like I am the snow, and his voice is the sun.

Ed, Ed.  

You ruled my little world, for once.

I can't resist you and your music.

Maybe it is good that I did not attend his concert this time.

Because I think I will just melt and evaporate in the air.

Okay, I am just over reacting again.

Anyway, Ed, you are really awesome.

Just keep it up.

I want to see you in future.

Make me want to die for your music please~~~

The Urge to Fly

Well, this is not that urgent, I am just over reacting.

And this is all Facebook's fault.

The another side effects of Facebook: 

Make you want to travel.

Stop making me feel like I did nothing for my previous life.

Stop thinking about people' life.

Because YOU ARE DIFFERENT!

Ofcourse you are~

So...

"You will travel someday."

I promise myself.

But for now, just be patient and be humble.

It is just not your time.

Don't have to rush.

Because when it is your time, you will fly.

Far far away~~~ 

Definitely.

In 2 years...

So this was me and my current working place in 2012.

It is faith.

During that Spring.

 I was younger?

Longer hair?

Pretty shy?

Act cool?

Ah, still shy.

Not so good in modeling~

Shy again~

Overall not too bad?

Just never thought that I will be working here after 2 years.

Life is just unpredictable.

Thank you to the two talented photographers.

Hope they are doing well right now.

Life is a surprise.

And it is proven.

三月里

我对三月超有意见的。

开工到现在，灵魂还是飘飘然，定不下来。

身上的九把刀还是那样，没抓好要磨的那一把。

究竟是怎么了？

心里没有个答案。

我要怎样～～～

要怎样才能继续冲？

目标叻？

目标在哪里？

方向在哪里？

工作，怎么说也只是一份工作。

它，不是事业。

2015过了六分之一，整整忙碌的两个月过去了，接下来是该认真的思考的。

下一步要走哪里？

哪里才是对的方向……

先听听白安的那首《接下来是什么》：

給我 給我 給我一些時候
讓我 讓我 讓我好好揣摩
別急著要往前走

給我 給我 給我一些時候
讓我 讓我 讓我好好揣摩
誰都需要緩衝的時候

可否別再催促我
可否別再問我接下來 要做什麼

Okay?

无论如何，计划归计划，

没办法实行的话就是废话。

所以，我的废话很多。

“当你的才华还撑不起你的野心时，那你就应该静下心来学习。”

野心，野心，野心……你不要闹了。

想找个兼职，可是现在过得很舒服，不想打乱这样的日子。

可是问题来了，人过得太舒服，钱财易流失。

虽然我一直认为自己很节俭，平常也不怎么花费……

但一花就肯定不是一般的少。

只能说，钱财管理，我是蛮差的。

不找点外快，日子怎么过？

但问题又来了～ 

推掉了三个教小学生补习的机会，然后继续头痛要怎样开源节流。

其实，教补习也不是很难，只是那个责任扛起来了以后，日子就会被约束着。

我不要被责任感绑死死～～～

人生的矛盾，实在是多。

对不起，给我机会的人儿，我让大家失望了。

开源这回事，还是另谋他路吧。

所以三月？

还是这么过咯……

再继续舒服下去，我就不折不扣和平常人没两样。

我不想当个平常人而已。

可是……我就真的只是个平常人。

没有三头六臂，没有才华洋溢。

想做的事，还是一一进行吧，没得选啦。

“欲速则不达”这句经典名句还是挺管用的。

把铁棒磨成杵，继续慢慢磨吧！

一边赚钱，一边还钱，一边花钱，一边省钱，一边存钱……

人生都在忙关于钱这些事。

还是往前看吧。

看完了最近欣赏的作者兼音乐人兼食尚家- 刘轩先生的新书，还算挺满意的。

内心又再次一股热血，再次觉得这一秒钟所想的，所做的决定，

它就是以后的你。

Get Lucky，掌控自己的命运，也掌控自己的运气。

他说:

试着联络不再联络的朋友，也许会有不一样的收获。

好挑战的练习题，但这也是心里一直纠结的问题。

开场白，应该是最难的那一关卡巴？

还有什么要纾解的？

进入工作的第四个月，虽然开始有时间偷懒了，但其实还真的不太好。

忙碌的生活还是比较充实。

过了试用期，其实都好，唯独公司没有要鼓励员工的意思。

同事们都很好，但同事归同事，仅此而已。

过年后的开工大吉，还有捞生加晚餐，

上了瘾的下午茶，以及一大堆娱乐的废话……

然后每天要想好面子书， Insta要放些什么～

当上面子书成为工作的一部分时，它就不好玩了。

每一天过每一天，总有一天会厌倦了办公室的生活的吧？

但如果没有突发事件，暂时就好好干吧！

最后，内心的呐喊：

啊～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

见不到他，居然有心碎的感觉。

亲爱的，我没办法去看你了。

但总有一天，会有那么一天的！

让我心动的人，

演唱会加油！

Kiddy & The Dates

6-3-2014 (星期五)

It was a Friday night.

And a random outing because I was craving for great music.

So, I was there, at the Canteen.

Jeep Jazz Trio,

the usual Jazz standard.

Meanwhile...

An unexpected person who made me feel surprised was also there!

I had to calm myself before we talk, ok..ehem~

Hi, my favourite saxophonist~

Really nice to meet you once again.

=)

And ofcourse, I dated her before this.

So thanks to her, I met someone there. Haha!

Kiddy Mandy enjoying the cake, yumyum!

No more wrong focus this time.

=P

It was more than a month since our last meeting.

Don't miss me too much okay?

Again, thanks to her, I actually had a great Friday evening.

Went to a secret place for great music as well~

Five 2 7, our secret code, remember that!

Not too bad, but no more next time.

I was risking my life doing that.

Anyway, it was awesome~~~~~~

And the next day was also awesome one~~~~~~

It was a phone hunting date~

Urgh~

Never thought this day will come so fast.

But yup, it came and decision was made.

Thank for the accompaniment.

Hope you enjoyed yourself too.

=）

So, this is about the kiddy and her mysterious gift.

Tea bag puppy and my 7th phones after all.

I like the gift, and my choice.

Cheers, everything will be alright.

=)

Chor 十 & Chor 十一

28-2-2015（星期六）

没完没了的新年庆典～

这天是庙会，今年总称为“槟城人过新年”。

没什么，纯粹出来逛逛，做些义工，拍拍照而已～

专程去见了12年前的小孩。

结果，他认不出我，让我好难过。

左边的男孩，嘿～

话说，这是从前的我们……

和12年以后的我们～

有差！

然后还让我不经意找到了和公公婆婆的合照，啊～～

15年前往生的公公，还有现在还蛮健壮的婆婆。

真的是很珍贵的照片。

下午的活动说好了是当义工摄影师。

所以拍照，拍多多照～

祝福你，吉祥与平安。

今天帮慈济团队拍照记录，其中有一个档口最让我难忘。

它叫“大手牵小手”。

游戏很简单，小孩只需要在那么多手中认出父母的手。

当黑布掀开，发现自己牵对了妈妈的手，母女那开心的样子。

我在想，可能，我也没办法很确定认出妈妈的手吧？

其实，我从来没有好好的看过妈妈的手。

所以，这个档口真的让我有所感触。

当然，其中一个重要的环节就是遇到中学老师啦～

还有去了一趟印度的学妹～

听完学妹的故事，心里想的是：我太幸福，也太温室里的小花了。

没想到，这一天的义工，反而是自己受益不受。

自己逛的庙会，自己的小小时光。

好想念我的“庙会友们”～

但所有的人、事、物都已变了。

人面不知何处去，桃花依旧笑春风。

所以叻，往事只能回味，这句话准没错。

周日，唱歌去～

也是纯粹～

新年第一次逛商场，今年我真的很宅。

没电影，没拜年，没什么特别。

但是很感恩新一年的到来。

我和妈妈，像吗？

=)