Process

Look at my hair!

Is is growing!

So this is what we called as "Process".

It takes more than 2 years.

I am so amazed by all the simple processes that happen everyday.

=]

You left ~

Once again, you left.

I have nothing to add on.

You should start a new life.

Just a Goodbye will do.

I said so.

But why am I feeling so sad inside my heart?

Because you really left me behind like what I asked, 

with only a Goodbye

=[

Don't believe a girl's words, 

sometimes I don't believe it myself.

My Hostel, My Dorm

There is a Newlove girl living in K04 of Desasiswa Aman Damai.

She doesn't have to climb staircases.

Wuhoo~

Anyway, here I am.

My dorm which I keep thinking about it since I know I get USM.

As I expect, it is old.

But, one thing that surprised me,

They changed the fan and bed.

*Happy*

I can't sleep in bad atmosphere.

Now I am ok with everything, as long as I can get enough air!

I will love it more as time passes.

Before I have the time to do something , it looked like this.

It was kinda messy, I know.

@.@

Then, I decorated it.

I love it =D

These guys watch me everyday, every moment.

I allow them to do so ^^

Be my guardian angels =P

I am in love with my bed, it is too comfortable.

My new blanket, which is a sleeping bed is very soft and lovely.

I can sleep very very well.

Maybe, I think too much, haha.

One thing that I hate it so much is, my room collects ashes easily.

I have to clean it everyday.

=[

Luckily, it is not a big room.

Simple introduction to my new life in my small dorm.

p/s: I have a lot of stuff, opps~

And I can't sing in my room anymore!

>.<

1st Week As USM Student

I can hardly recall these.

It is like .... I am already here for months~~

and monthsss~~

@.@

I have lost my mind.

Okie, I think I did a mistake by entering this room.

But it is alright, cause I am going to be part of it soon.

Be patient, I will show you more about this later, exciting...wee~~

The first lecture hall I entered as a USM student.

We were quite early that morning~ 

8.00 am class...we reached by 7.45am~

I don't know whether I can keep my mood to wake up so early for the rest of the days.

I am just too excited for school again.

Just that I don't like to walk under the big giant sun.

So, wait for the commuter lalala~

It was really hot, I was wearing formal shirt to make myself look handsome...

But too bad, I perspired a lot.

And there is nothing I can do about this!

>.<

Hunting for food is a problem actually.

I can't eat spicy, and spicy is the only taste I can get from here.

Curry chicken, curry vegies~

Everything red or orange in colours~

I haven't eat any real fish and fruits since I enter this uni~

So, I am facing another problem =.=

Anyway, I am still in Penang.

We promise each other to eat something nice once a week.

Everyone smiled happily when we were outside on Tuesday night ^^

I eat alot and a lot and A LOT!

Pray for me, I don't want to gain any extra weight @.@

Classes are not so "friendly" to me.

Friends are much more better.

I am gald to have these new friends as my course-mates/ roommate/ hostel mates.

Even if they are all girls, they are still my best choice.

I will elaborate this later~

And yea, this is the couple that get the same uni and same course.

Soooo lucky!

We went for some shopping during Malaysia Day.

I hated Queensbay so much last time, but now, I can only go there to do my shopping.

Argh, don't hate something or someone, you might fall in love with it later =[

They never Rapid before..hehe...so cute ^^

I am so out of control.

Why can't you just WINDOW SHOPPING????!!!

Eek~ I am a normal girl~~~@.@

 Okie, we ate something nice and expensive.

Satisfied?

So so lah~

Guess what I ate ^^

Here we are, same Desasiswa, same batch, same age.

=D

Malaysia Day was celebrated at the same night.

We supported them by attending the ceremony and watched the performances till midnight.

And I think it is worth.

Short drama on stage.

Some were really great, like our Desasiawa.

Aman Damai fighting!!!

XD

This drama got the sense of artistic.

舞台效果!

This is the winner!

The title "Ghost"~ USM students are all talented, I can't deny that.

They used the song of the country to represent that country , for example Japan, British~

Lady Gaga's song and the red guy represented Lady Gaga·

They showed us how these country haunted our Tanah Malayu in the history.

We were amazed by their creativity seriously.

Anyway, we walked back to out Desasiawa at 12sth in the early morning.

One Malaysia, Happy Birthday to Malaysia.

We are siswa merdeka, as they said.

=D

Hence, that's all for the first week.

I went home once and grabbed everything I need.

I spent my weekend in the room.

And the rain never stops.

=]

The APEX Orientation Week

6-9-2011（星期二）——11-9-2011（星期日）

带着跳动不安的心，我踏进来了。

马来西亚理科大学那扇门，为我而开。

这一天终究还是会到来。

纷飞吧，亲爱的朋友们。

没有所谓的后悔，还是舍不得。

我们不能让自己停止前进。

第一个星期的迎新日，据说是很恐怖的。

然而，感觉其实还好。

满满的活动，仿佛那首忐忑的歌曲随时会在心里响起。

见过了我最期待的新窝和同房密友，我总算可以安下心来。

天无绝人之路，我们会过得很愉快的，对吧？

妈妈，不要担心我，虽然你离开的那一刻，我突然觉得鼻子酸酸的～

迎新典礼最传统的莫过于讲座、讲座，还有讲座 =.=

跋山涉水，每日不变的往礼堂跑，我相信我们做的一切都是有原因的。

只是，别怪我们有时候的分心或灵魂出窍，那不是我们要的。

=[

我们国家秘书大老远来给我们进行隆重的迎新仪式，还对答如流。

我只能说，我们的学生不是盖的。问的问题也很有深度，太振奋人心了！

瞧，忙着拍照，而我们只有看的份～

绿化环境，我们种下爱的红毛丹，快点长大啊！

配合国庆，我们还有宿舍游行比赛、喊口号比赛等～

忘了介绍，我们是Aman Daman, ah~ semput~~~

别泄气！虽然没有胜利，但，笑一个 =)

然后还有宿舍晚宴，饿了，管他什么餐，先吃再说～

传统的马来餐，很辣，不过蛮好吃，都说我饿了嘛～～ 哈哈！

还有意外惊喜！

马来年饼耶～

一直说想吃，可是没吃到，现在开心咯 ^^

好吧，继续讲座 =.=

这是关于语言系的，有外国佬教授！

我……真的真的很想学韩语 >.<

个人学校正式见面会～ 传播系的，请多多指教。

好好干吧～我要爱我的选择。

晚餐！ 终于等到你了！

你不知道，在这里，我的消化系统的工作效率提高50%。

没到两个小时，肚子就空空了 =.=

真让人懊恼！ 不要吃那么多啦～～～

每天就这样，集会，集会再集会。

辛苦那些PPSL哥哥姐姐们，任劳任怨，还要东奔西跑。

其实，我在心里是感激你们的，虽然我都不说出口。

他们使劲办法要让大家活跃起来，可惜，我们那些死细胞没办法动起来。

我了解那种感受，所以我尽量活跃些，虽然不太明显～

你看，哥哥姐姐多有心思。

他们还会帮生日的学妹们庆祝生日，吓死大家了！

 我们都不懂，原来这早就设计好了 =D

继续听讲座，虽然眼皮已有几百斤重～

没关系，自娱娱人，懂不懂啊？

来点无聊的小游戏，大风吹～吹槟城人！

哈哈，是有点无聊～ 可是意义很大。

再来，天总是不作美，大家都是慌慌的。

衣服啊，洗了又洗，晒了又晒。

=X

一天又一天，很快的来到了尾声。

你熟悉你的校园了吗？

我还好，可能不会再迷路咯。

耶！

这些女生对我很重要。

一个是和我同年同月同日同系同房同科的密友。

一个是犹如一见钟情，互相有好感的女朋友。

还有几个情投意合的邻居们～～

友谊就是这么奇妙的一件事。

感觉对了就对了。

出外靠朋友，这就验证了。

=]

简略分享我满满+忙忙+茫茫的大学迎新周。

有小小的感动、庆幸+期待，但……很累啊～

人挤人的感觉不好受。

吃辣的感觉也不好受。

茫然的瞬间，才发现自己已经踩入一个无法回头的陷阱。

这里的每个人都深不可测，你要对自己有点信心！
慢半拍，你就bye bye 啦～

从此，你争我夺的生活开始了。

啊～～

A Plan for HL

My dear cousin, spending my last time to hang out with you before I leave.

I hope you enjoy it just like I do.

=D

Watched Smurfs Premiere Class, wuhoo!

My first time to enter this special hall~

Not bad, at least it is really cold!

XD

And, a special plan for her.

Ofcourse, I never plan this.

Her friends did.

Early in the morning, they came and prepared.

While I just helped by asking her to sleep with me.

It was funny anyway, but I think this will be a surprise for her.

Tadaa!!

They hide in her room and surprised her~

It was 7am in the morning~

She was shocked, but she smiled~

=]

And ,happy birthday ya, my darling ^^

Take care when I am not around ....

2011国庆创作赛

31-8-2011(星期三)

每一件事，总有发生的原因。

这件事，只能说，它是一个机会。

犹豫了蛮久的，很想拒绝，毕竟时间有限。

我没那么多时间可以浪费了。

但是因为好奇，所以，我决定了！

Auto City国庆创作大赛，我要尝试一下。

虽然只是临时代替，但我希望我可以不必出丑。

帮助别人的同时，能够尝试点新的，感觉不错。

 《丘比特的秘笈》，表哥的创作，应该很好听，可是……

对不起，我没练好。

胡来一场后，我们还是进决赛了，这不是我期望的。

它不在我的计划里边～

然而，我们还是尽力了。

1-9-2011（星期四）

决赛比较特别，要化妆，要变身。

我的脸，不再属于我。

我的头发，被扯得很疼痛。

我的眼睛，啊～～～

顿时，不再有知觉。

那双假睫毛挡住我的视线，我还喜欢原本的那双。

算了，这不是我，我无法接受。

可是，发型师和造型师花了约两个小时才创造出这样的我，还是要说声：

谢谢，辛苦了。

 有没有很好玩？

 是有一点啦，哈哈 XD

我们的组别共有五首自创歌曲入围，所以大家都很紧张，我也是。

可是，现场表现是很重要的。

我不专业，但我敬业，只是还是唱错了！

啊～～～我好想撞墙！

当歌手，真的真的很不简单～

@.@

大家都认真，很强啊，我有点压力～

我喜欢《海边》和《存底》，因为很好听。

现场的话更好！

大家都很努力，所以就有些成果啦～

恭喜他们，真的干得好！

哦，偶然遇见的小学朋友居然认出我来，哈！

很捧场，谢谢你！

=D

第一次踏入Auto City，感觉不赖嘛～哈哈！

忙忙碌碌，当一天歌手就很累了。

我的偶像们，你们实在是很厉害！

为了音乐，加油！

=D

回答 那个男人

那个男人说：

有个男人爱著你， 用心爱著你。
那个男人爱著你， 彻底爱著你。
他情愿变成影子， 守护著你跟随著你。
那个男人爱著你， 心却在哭泣……

还需要多久 多长 多伤？
你才会听见他没说的话？
坚强像谎言一样，不过是一种伪装，
他只希望有个机会能被你爱上……
喔~

还需要多久 多长 多渴望？
你才回头想他， 贴在他的身旁？
微笑像谎言一样，是最起码的乔装， 眼泪只能躲藏。

那个男人爱著你， 忘记了自己。
从此他小心翼翼， 静静等待爱情。
他情愿选择相信， 为了你不言不语。
那个男人爱著你， 深埋在回忆。

无论要多久 多长 多伤？
他还是爱著你， 一如往常。
就好像一个傻瓜，对著那空气说话，
他会不会有个机会能被你爱上？
喔~

还需要多久 多长 多渴望？
你再回头想他， 贴在他的身旁。
微笑像谎言一样，是最起码的乔装， 眼泪只能躲藏……
喔~

那个男人就是我， 你知道吗？  我知道。
还是知道却假装不知道吗？ 是，我很会假装。

问到沙哑， 你也不会回答～ 我不知道该怎么回答。

还需要多久 多长 多伤？
你才会听见我没说的话？
坚强像谎言一样，不过是一种伪装。
我只希望有个机会能被你爱上。
喔~

无论要多久 多长 多受伤？
我还是爱著你， 每分每秒一样。
就好像一个傻瓜，对著那空气说话，
等著被你爱上……

对不起，那个男人。

有人说，占领一颗你不爱的心是一种罪过……

好不好，我们数到三，一起放手？

我不想当千古罪人。