Thank you, 2015

I find it difficult for me to get a nice photo of myself this year.
Well, maybe I am too lazy to take photos.
Maybe I think I don't look good.
Maybe, it is not a must do thing anymore.

Anyway, 2015 is coming to the end.
Being 24 is not easy, but everyone needs to overcome it.
So this is my 2015.

January:
1st month of my 24th years old.
Everything seems hopeful and awesome.

February:
I had a great Valentine's day.
Thanks for everything.

March:
Working life was quite stressful.
And new phone bought.

April:
Had an awesome weekend at Ipoh.
I miss my best coursemate.

May:
My first labour's day.
Spent with the musician at Cameron.
Cool!

June:
Took a short adventurous trip to Singapore.
I love to fly and I want to do it again!
And oh, guitar bought.

July:
Melacca is a fun place to visit.
So, our “trip came true”.

August:
Cut my hair short.
Finally I did it.

September:
Moved in to a new place.
New life, new environment maybe?
And yes, own room after 24 years!

October:
Life is unpredictable.
So I resigned for dream job. 
And please take your pils if you have to.

November:
She got married.
Wish you love, my bestie.

December:
New job still in observation.
Motivation needed.
Back to short fringe.


一年以后,
还是纠结在这个问题上:
2015的展望应该就是:
不要问我有没有男朋友。
我暂时没有,不代表不会有。
可有可无,
该有的时候就会有。

这一年来,改变我人生的五个决定:
决定搬家
决定辞职
决定追梦
决定等待
决定不做决定。

以上决定,多少都改变了我的人生。
虽然2015看起来没什么特别,但它也是值得纪念的一年。
对人生与待人处事的看法又改变了。
克服了一些一直以来不想面对的事,
深深了解,只有面对,才会进步。
而“既来之,则安之”这句话,
无论是什么时候都很管用。

人生的目标还是有的。
不过,自己心里知道就好。
2016的展望,大概如下吧:
继续等待
一趟小小的旅行
工作进步
健康平安
储蓄顺利
日行一善
快乐

人生变得越来越简单吗?
好希望把一切都简单化,可是没办法。
Less is more这个道理,慢慢实践中。

然后,还是觉得长大很恐怖,尤其是当你偶然发现:
工作居然是一辈子的事,
没有明确方向或梦想依然离你很遥远,
还是没本事买车买房子这件事,
身边的人们都结婚生子去,
世界好大,别人都很强,自己好渺小,
还有,和家人相处的时间处于“倒数中”状态。
除了这些,大概也没什么好怕的了。

说完了,
其实2015是一个充满感触与感慨的一年。
请好好珍惜愿意陪你哈拉的朋友群,
每天等你归家的亲人,
对你的伸出援手的陌生人,
还在远处等你回复的那个人,
还有为生活努力的自己。

从此之后,社会新鲜人不再新鲜。
当了一整年的菜鸟,
该升级了。
谢谢你,2015。
一首“I”
送给你和我。


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