Good bye, my holidays

30-9-2014(星期二)

Singing my favourite song of September:
Wake me up, when September ends...
And also:
Do you remember,
 the 21st night of September~

悄悄的,它也过去了……
美好的三个月假期,即将结束。
它真的会结束吗?这就要看我的命运了。
计划总跟不上变化,这次的人生计划会否顺顺利利?
说好的十月开工,怎么还没有着落?
没有着落,口袋空空,哪儿都去不了……
现在,真的会开始紧张。
不过,既来之,则安之。
紧张不会帮我解决问题,还是老老实实继续努力去~

最近的好朋友不多,常常陪伴我的就那几位……
Jack, Yoon, Wayne, William, Mei Sim, Apple 和Kyan。
他们逗我笑,哈哈大笑,傻笑,真的很感谢他们。
他们的声音,分享(无聊或知识性趣闻),搞怪对话,创意广告等,让我哭笑不得。
个人特爱Jack和Yoon的Morning Kaki,每次都让我和妈妈惊喜满满。
那个搵到你和话事话,做的实在是很好~哈哈!
听了快三个月的OneFM,觉得他们是我们的最佳陪伴。
其他电台就算了吧……
不过,说真的,
我也很喜欢听到Jack被欺负的时候~哈哈哈!

人会不小心花太多时间在做一些无谓的事,最无谓的是:
睡觉和Facebook。
Hmm……如果少上网,少睡觉,其实是不会死的。
多上几小时网和睡多几小时,那就真的会死。
美好的“爱你一世”年,居然花了三个月在这两件事上,我突然觉悟了。
三个月,四分之一年,最后一个美好的假期?
这是我的计划,三个月的休息,我应该庆幸到现在都过得很顺利。
但明日之后,不能再这样蹉跎岁月。
顾虑太多,借口也太多,太放纵自己,也太没有纪律了。

Doubt kills more dream than failure ever will - Karim Seddiki
共勉之~

到后来才发现,兴趣不能当饭吃不是随便说说的。
理想,什么是理想?
那梦想,又是什么?
可能是我太多想法,可能我没有真正用心思考。
其实我也很乱,选择职业,该用什么来衡量?
职业和事业之间,可能只是一线之差,但要决定就要快!
我不想走冤枉路,也不想和梦想背道而驰。
我知道我不要什么,但那其实并没有帮助我更快找到我的事业。
我只想,有个明确,单纯的目标。
但那其实还真的有够困难。

让我们忠于理想,让我们面对现实。- 切·格瓦拉
再共勉之~

所以当他们说,一边走一边找,既来之,则安之的时候,
内心里的小天使在猛点头说是;
*虽然另一头的小恶魔则是狂摇头说不可以不可以~*
一个头两个大,希望我不是一个人的在这里伤脑筋。
外头的朋友们,一起加油!
我知道,这个人生问题,每个人都会有面对这么一次。
至少一次……
可能,是我花了较长的时间,
可能,一切的安排会是最好的。

送你一首“顺其自然”的歌曲,
它在我彷徨的时候出现,我好喜欢。
Let It Be - The Beatles

When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom let it be
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom let it be

Let it be let it be let it be let it be
Whisper words of wisdom let it be

And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree
There will be an answer let it be
For though they may be parted
there is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer let it be

Let it be let it be let it be let it be
There will be an answer let it be


Let it be......
Good bye, my dearest September.
There will be an answer, so let it be.
Okay.

p/s: Happy birthday to you!
=D

阅读正能量

1.不是因为有了希望才坚持,而是因为坚持才有了希望!
2.不是因为有了机会才争取,而是因为争取了才有机会!
3.不是因为会了才去做,而是因为做了才能会!
4.不是因为成长了才去承担,而是因为承担了才会成长!
5.不是因为拥有了才付出,而是因为付出了才拥有!
6.不是因为突破了才挑战,而是因为挑战了才突破!
7.不是因为成功了才成长,而是因为成长了才成功!
8.不是因为有了领导力才懂得配合,而是因为懂得配合了才有领导力!
9.不是因为有了收获才去感恩,而是因为去感恩了才有收获!
10.不是因为有了钱才去学习,而是因为学习了才有了钱!
11.不是因为有了市场才去开拓,而是因为去开拓才有了市场!
12.不是你有了条件才能够成功,而是你想成功才创造了条件。

“如果你想跟美学与创意,
就尽量看一些自己平常不懂的东西,
增加自己的想象力。”
~张柔恩~
心情不好的时候,阅读是很好的出口。
聚集一些正能量,调整情绪与思绪,然后重新出发。
阅读,真的是一个不错的选择。
加油!

寻工部曲

前传: 心水难寻

翻了近两个月的寻工网站,想找一份适合自己,而自己也喜欢的职业,
没想到竟然是这么不容易!
条件一是看地点,条件二是看工作性质,条件三看薪水,条件四看时间,条件五看福利。
想要每一条都符合心意,我也未免要求太多了……
不然,我开店去咯~这样就一了百了。 =.=
但这是不可能的。

一直憧憬当美丽记者的炙热梦想,一下子变成泡沫。
原因是,没有十全十美的事情,要有时间就没钱,要有钱就没时间。
反反复复在想,日日夜夜在等,到底到底,我要怎样才会满意?

寻工部曲一:想挑战自己

挑了很久,总算看到一丝希望。
虽然不是梦想中的那样,但也差不多啦。
不过其实,我怕我进错行……
也不是怕进错行,是怕自己错过了原本想发展的那一行。
向往发展的那一行实在是太多太广了……究竟,我想进哪一行?
要我死死守住一份工作,感觉其实就好象失去了自由。
为什么千挑万挑,死守的原则和信念,最后却选择了和自己没什么关系的工作。

面试近在眼前,可是却犹豫了。
万一真的那么幸运,我是不是真的要在这里开始我的新生活?
一周五日,朝九晚六,偶尔还要牺牲周末的赶工,就这样吗?
好多内心的反问,心情不定,我不想开工以后才发现自己不行。
我不容许自己做这样的错误。
我最怕遗憾这回事。

寻工部曲二:人生有多少个十年?

人生第一场正式面试,为了生存还是为了满足人生?
徘徊在不错的工作地点,不错的假期福利,不错的人事环境,不错的学习机会,每日自由穿着未知的20年合约,窝办公室的工作性质,难熬的前几年,告别梦想的可能,还有各种牺牲之间,我做不了决定。
当然,20年之约是目前最大的障碍。
现在才刚过了人生第一个精彩的20年,若下来的第二个20年就被绑死在距离梦想还有一段距离的职业里,尽管生活再精彩,心里大概也无法满足吧。
我还很好玩,一下子要我马上安定下来,乖乖打拼,我应该会很难过。
20年,20年……我被吓坏了。

但我不是没有这个能耐,也不是没想过若一切顺利要做多久,
只是20年……真的要好好考虑。
若哪一天觉得闷了,真的是要走也走不了。

寻工部曲三:喃喃自语

那一年,我也是为了选哪一科,进哪一所大学,烦了好久好久……
头脑说,它累了。
妈妈说,可能时机未到。
但我比较赞同她说:如果是好的老板,一个就够了。
所以该另谋机会,还是勇往直前接受20年的挑战?
若一直当新人,薪水少,机会当然也不多。
无论如何,昨夜看书后的启发:
一时失业的人,好好培养自己,社会还是有许多地方需要你的。
失意得以,都在一念之间。
职业和事业之间,还是有差吧?

献给五年后的自己:
请感谢五年前的你,那么努力面对这些人生交叉点与人生问题。
一辈子专心做一件好事,谈何容易?


待续……

The Jazz BBQ!

16-9-2014(星期二)

Happy birthday Malaysia!
马来西亚日快乐!
=D

放了这么一天假,大伙一起来烧烤吧!
哈哈,没想到,临时计划也能成功,很强啊~
奖奖~
一下子来到了北海的友人家,然后起火了~
期待加兴奋加肚子饿~

大家七手八脚,嘻嘻哈哈。
而友人的家,真的是太豪华了~
专属的庭院,还有山水亭子草地~羡慕。

有钱多好~可以买一间房子养老。
但这个梦,想想就好。

耶,终于可以开始了,哈哈哈哈哈!

烧鸡腿~友人很用心站在那里烧,其他人等吃就好。
谢谢他,还有去购物,准备材料的朋友们。
感恩大家的付出,真的吃得很幸福。

如果我的家也那么大,我就会先养两三只狗狗,然后再搞个烧烤派对~
得空也坐在院子里赏月喝茶……

终于吃不下的时候……来了一张大合照。
一人十二令吉,划算!。
哈哈,还有那个绵绵糖,土豆加奶油,超好吃的。
乱吃一通,每次烧烤和吃火锅都这样。
但第一次和他们烧烤,个人觉得很喜欢。

除了吃,重点是,还有一班弟弟妹妹作伴,很幸福一下~
你一口我一口,哈哈~

这是暂时忘记烦恼的夜,
天亮了就回归现实吧。
=)

Their First Meet

15-9-2014 (星期一)

So, it was their first meeting.
As an Alumni, or so called Super Senior, I felt happy to see all the newbies.
And you, please accept the fact, 
You are a senior now!

My dearest juniors...
Now become seniors...
Just proud to see them grow.

Simple and short ice-breaking session.
I miss all my batch members.
Can't imagine, this is it.
I hope they don't forget me when they have new juniors.
I am afraid of oblivion too.
=(

Anyway, feel good to go back once awhile.
Eventhough everything changes...
Until I am able to face the reality, I shall keep in touch with these amazing people.
I don't want to say good bye...

Looking at them, really made me feel old.

Last but not least, welcome to USMJB.
I hope you find what make me stay for so long.
Good luck people!
=D

Movies Trip

11-9-2014(星期四) — 14-9-2014 (星期日)

So it was my last plan for the 3 months holiday.
Singapore trip, it was not exactly a trip cause I am not interested to travel around, looking for nice views or good food~
I just wanted to have a rest, and to visit the cousins.
Or maybe to have a short escape from job seeking or tasks which are still waiting for me to complete.
I promised myself, this will be the end of my sweet holiday.
No more fun after this, okie?
So, we were there to celebrate his 5th birthday...
After the 10 hours journey, I slept on the couch right after I arrived.
Pretty cool, slept with no worries, no laptop.

The evening was pretty awesome. 
To decorate the room with colourful ballons was part of my duty in the celebration.
I am a big kiddy, haha!
And the moms cooked...
The food was really awesome, cause I can get fried salmon!!!
Aunt made me salmon with garlic and lemon...
Well, this combination is not tat bad...kind of like it.

And so, let the feast begin!

Cause it was a birthday celebration for two boys...so we had two different cakes.
Be patient Kevin boy~
Don't blow the candles yet!
Haha, he was really happy to see fire~

Secret Recipe's, 
I believed that is his mom's favourite, 
which she said it is her little boy's favourite~

Happy boy, or the toothless I would call, haha!
XD

Teehee!
Balloons and awesome food!
Of course I can eat more..but need to control myself a bit.
And it ended...the first day with heavy rain.

The second day was a lazy one...
I did nothing but watched movies and had my meal..
until we decided to have a walk out there.
To the Garden by the Bay!

It was really crowded cause it was Friday.
But worth a visit.

Hey Kelly girl~
I like that pose. 
Very sexy.
^_^

The night view of Garden by the Bay.
They even have night light shows, like the Avatar movie, haha!
Pretty awesome huh?

Anyway, escaped from the elders with cousin.
Went for MRT ride and had my first Burger King as dinner..or supper.

Sweet sweet love lantern...

八仙过河~

What a wonderful city, I like it...
I mean the transportation, the building, the cleanliness...
It is like a total different world...
But of course, Penang is always the best.

Had my favourite Satay Beehoon!
The only food I will hunt for when I am in Singapore.
=D

So, nothing much happen after the second day,
I was too lazy to go out.
Went to Chinatown for food and window shopping...
Took MRT ride for more hours.
It was fun, and not fun at the same time.
I don't know what I was looking for in this trip.
But I think, I had good rest.

The best thing happen in this trip was I watched A LOT of movies.
They have tv channels just for movies, so I took the opportunity to just lay on the couch and eyes on the TV screen.
A-W-E-S-O-M-E
My favourite movies are The Beethoven, Herbie, The Prestige, Warm Bodies, Les Miserables, Sky High...
but I watched most of them halfway...
And the Hobbit 1st and 2nd...took me 6 hours to watch everything, yet there is still no ending.
Haha, yesh.
That's life.

What a movie trip for me...
See you again Singapore, in the future maybe?
I want to explore other places next time.

20 Facts

I was tagged by my lovely friend, Mr. Alvin Yong in Instagram for this 20 facts about myself stuff.
I think I should do it since he is so kind and still remember me... 
Hmm, but 20 facts sound kind of a lot, I need time to really think about it.
Alright, let's begin:

1. I am short, and my dream height is 160cm. *really sad to know that*

2. I can't drink coffee and alcohol anymore. I prefer just sky juice. *hah!*

3. I have a sister and 12+14=26 cousins...woah!

4. Easily attracted to dogs and baby kids (especially boys)...it's like magnet!

5. I have tanned skin, have to love it since there is no choice.

6. Dyed my hair once,and that's it. Black hair is the best.

7. I am TOO rational cause I think a lot all the time. *According to a friend~*

8. Keep old stuffs and treasure memories.

9. Not bad in making craft/artwork but I can't draw.

10. I love to sing, but not always good.

11. I live like a man as I can ride a motorbike, and I catch cockroaches...

12. I miss Kaipy, the dog.

13. I hate and curse people who abuse animals and harm the environment.

14. I love cartoons, science fiction, adventurous and fantasy, romance, patriotic, comedy and inspirational movies. No horror movie please.

15. I have amazing friends and I love them very much.

16. I appreciate the family I have...even though nothing is perfect.

17. I believe that inner beauty, healthy body, positive thinking and smile are the best natural make up. *Cause I am so lazy to put on make-up*

18. My thoughts are everywhere, here and there. Catch it if you can.

19. Sensitive to dust, bad atmosphere, temperature and spicy food.

20. Waiting for a miracle. 


I think I can write more, but it's alright~ Hahaha!
It says 20 facts, I should just follow the rules.
Okok..., last facts: 
I am shy~

每个人,都在等一个人。

就是
等一个人
咖啡。
咖啡小站正式开张了,
你,等到你想要等的人吗? 

约了姐姐一起看的这部爱情电影终于看完了。
拒绝的友人,还有妈妈的邀约,结果我大老远的从槟岛到吉隆坡赴约去了。
电台与网络的强力推荐,让大家不得不观看这一部据说会让人又哭又笑的电影。
虽然不是什么书迷,但我相信九把刀的作品,应该是值得一看的。
女主角和男主角……

什么屎就在心中,少女思春总是湿,从脑袋后取出热香肠,穿着比基尼还要抱着大白菜上课,什么都能泡得出的咖啡馆,所有另类的烂点子都有了,还能不搞笑吗?

不过当然,感人的部分还是有的……
正常的爱情故事,还是很扣人心悬。

但是……就是败给了无常。

没想到,剧情原来是这个样子。
等一个人,可以很幸福,也可以很痛苦。
这个世界上,每一个人,都在等一个人;
每个人都在等一个人,等待着一个能看见与众不同的人。

这是一部让人有小感动的小说电影,
电影主题曲和插曲都很好听:
缺口,等一个人。
“想和你一起撑伞漫步雨中,默默牵手走过。”
“等一个人出现,拥抱着我的世界……”
都怪电台一直重播,不想朗朗上口都不行,哈哈!

同事问我,你等到了吗?
我应该笑而不答?
还是说在等待奇迹?
能看见我的与众不同,又肯为我挡一把刀的人,
大概,还在迷路中。
可能,好像也没有太多可能。
咖啡噢……不能喝咖啡啦~

中秋 Mid-autumn

中秋节快乐!
我与我最爱的金翡翠月饼,大爱这口味~
爱的就是你啦!
自己买月饼自己吃,一年吃一次也过瘾。

5-9-2014(星期五)

那天来到了吉隆坡,贸贸然的出席了这场菩提工作坊2014庆中秋:
月圆,家园,菩提缘
虽然是一早起来赴约和小男友吃了个早餐,
然后搭了一整天的长途巴士,
再来在巴士总站待了好几个小时看书等人……
但也算是过了一个有意义的周五吧?
 姐姐常去的菩提工作坊,这一天很热闹。
他们的PLAN B乐队,哈哈!

很奇怪的出现,很奇怪的消失,我觉得自己的存在好像有点奇怪,哈哈!
一整天下来……就是这一副很残的脸蛋。
中秋节快乐!

然后的活动,有猜高级灯谜,因为我一个也没猜中。
还有唱歌,元老介绍等……
最后的回向,
感恩这天安全抵达,遇见所有的有缘人。

大合照
原来,就这样沾了一点中秋气氛,哈哈!

8-9-2014(星期一)

应时尚食家们的约,他们邀请了几次,所以也不好意思缺席。
 所以,大家就一起庆中秋吧!

错过了家里的那场中秋晚会,那也没关系。
没有提灯笼,没有赏月。
 我们就拍拍照,吃吃月饼,听听歌,还有聊聊天。

爱搞得同事们,还有好多好多的月饼,我应该也是过去沾一沾中秋的气氛吧。

 很感谢他们的邀请,这是真心话。
 大哥大姐们,有什么好康都会记住我,真的是不好意思。

切了那么多月饼,一直吃,一直吃……
但我只爱我的金翡翠……
那些有的没的新口味,怎么吃都不如它。
但是还是感恩中度过了这个简单的中秋节,满意了。

没有提灯笼的日子……
只好以茶代替。

祝远方的你,
中秋节快乐。
希望你,
月圆人团圆。
=)