To 2015~

Okay, this will be the final blog post for year 2014.
Need some achievable life goals for a new year~
So, be realistic, be rational, be youself.
Need to think about future, and the meaning of my life.
SO, WHY ARE YOU HERE?

I am here, because I am here to create and to be different.
I need a life with freedom, creativity and close to nature.
Quite clear of what I want, I suppose?
So, keep going on.
Dreams are not too far after we take the first step.
I am graduated, physically single, got my first official job.
Living on a peaceful land, with my loving family and friends.
In a very comfort zone, and stay very very safe...

BUT!

Great things never come from comfort zone.

The first thing to do in 2015:

Get out from my comfort zone.

It is not easy, but yea, it is a life goal.

Achieve more when you expose yourself to different things.

Simple theory, but take courages.

Next, I want to make a saving of minimum 10k in my 24th year.

Sounds like a good plan.

Quite practical too.

Ok, can be done, into my life goals checklist now.

Then what?

Travel, yea.

Need to escape to a place where I can meet you...

But where should I go?

I am still trying to figure it out.

Let's do it this time, no more waiting.

I go, wherever I want to go.

Another achievable life goal for 2015:

Cut it short.

If you know what I mean.

Others like:

To get the guitar I want...and learn how to play ofcourse.

To give more than receive, to be selfless.

To be a volunteer, no more waiting.

To sing again, in the public.

To publish again, my own book perhaps?

To study again...

To be inspiring and influencial in someone's life.

To have my confidence again in doing something I am good at.

To be on the right path.

To be happy, and enjoy my life.

Should list down my life goals like what this fellow did.

Awesome one, clear and specific.

Haha, let see how many goals I will achieve this time.

No more fooling, no more wasting time.

And 2015 is just around the corner...

2 hours from now.

Have to say good bye now, 

2014.

........................................................................................................

To my 2015,

I am ready, for a new page and a new chapter.

Are you ready for me?

I am not asking for too much.

So let's do this together,

Be nice to me, okay?

Definitely will miss you too, 

2014.

Love,

Newlove Kee

Those wishes......made for 2012

Something to be proud of...

Wishes came true.

Maybe it is a bit slow..but nevermind~

Obviously, I have to graduate! 

 I am glad I did that.

And this as well....tons of books, now I need time.

Yea, I remember I did this too...

Okay, new style for working life...

Yesh! 

I finally did that!

XD

Although just the first level, but....I've learnt something~

Danke~

I hugged you, didn't I?

=P

Still practise this almost everytime.

=)

And erm....

 Two years ago,

I wished I can tell him how much I love him.

I still wish to do so.

Hey,

Can I tell him now?

Those wishes......
=）

The 2014

2014这一年好像发生了好多事。

如果要认真的回顾，第23年的十大事件大概如下：

1.结果还是毕业了。

2.体会了何谓相恋与极度深刻的思念。

3.顺利工作，领了第一份薪水。

4.看了人生第一场演唱会！

5.砂拉越之旅也过去了。

6.第一次非正式的出书了。

7.真正和爵士人们出游去了。

8.然后终于提起勇气一个人到处走走去。

9.一个人睡了。

10.第一次学会网购，后来购物变得超方便的。

重点其实是，这是个人心灵思想转变最多的一年。

就好象……我爱上了Ed Sheran，也离开了林俊杰。

第23年，其实心情起伏蛮大的。

我觉得，这是人生中一个重要的交叉口。

不小心转左了，那就只好向左走；

转右了，那就不能再期待左边会有什么精彩。

而友人说我有的九把刀，我却一把也没磨好。

是机缘，让我走向一条我认为我会后悔的路。

好多话想说，可是好像也不能说太多。

好想见的人，好像也不太可能会见到。

好想做的事，时间却一直搓搓逼人。

我，大概是应该把长发剪了，

心情才会一下子转变。

这一年，如果有觉得“对不起”的事……应该没去年那么多吧？

现在想一想，居然想不起一件觉得对不起的事，哈哈！

应该是好事还是坏事？

我还满意2014所发生过的事。

只是，一切都太快了。

友谊继续长存。

还是一样，要走的人走了，该留的就自然会留下来。

感恩，有你们陪我一直走过来。

我们拥有一样的岁月，希望就一直这样下去。

B3, Amigo，大学的她和她，还有一群音乐狂人等。

这是人生中的宝物，多多钱都不能卖。

人生的第23年，我依然珍惜你。

半年上课，半年等待上班……

2014的转弯好多。

上半年是大学里最幸福的一个学期。

幸福，因为我爱的人也爱我。

然后想做的事，也差不多都做了。

想体验的，大概也都试过了。

音乐与学弟妹给我很大的精神鼓励，

系友们也互相扶持熬过了最后一个学期。

大学的生活，大概是我年老以后最想回去的时光。

现在想一想，突然觉得，很不可思议。

当然，时间会一直推我们向前走。

明年今日，希望一切都会更好。

休息是为了走更长远的路……

这一回休息那么久，我会走得更长远吗？

只怕走错路，不然我应该会很乐意走远一些。

经过至少七次的应征，我想也没有想到……

原来找工，

真的那么难。

那所谓悠闲的四个月里，其实也没有很悠闲。

马不停蹄，一直都很忙，直到正式上班。

时间，原来就这样过去了。

最后，虽然是顺利工作，

但其实心里还是一团矛盾。

有个迷，解不开。

那个迷就是：

这一辈子，我该做什么？

所以，我该要去解谜的。

只是……暂时待着吧。

家，一切安好。

太多难念的经，轮不到我来念。

但2014添了两幢喜事，真是可喜可贺。

而另一方面的不愉快，

只能说，人生如戏，戏如人生。

和家人的缘分，不是我们选的。

但愿2014以后，一切安好。

家是避风港。

但，不能一辈子躲在这里。

最后，

这一年，

最重要的是……

你。

这么神奇的你，

这么珍贵的你。

但未来太遥远了，

我们都只能活在当下。

你，

2014有你，

真好。

至於“2014的展望”，我想我沒有什麼特別的展望。

我的展望大概就是：

不要那麼快畢業，不要問我做什麼工作，

不要問我月薪多少，不要問我有沒有男朋友，

不要失業……完畢。

以上是2013年的我对2014年的展望，

但其实80%全都发生了。

那么接下来2015的展望应该就是：

不要问我有没有男朋友。

我暂时没有，不代表不会有。

*该用心做一份“2015的展望”才行～*

最后，还是要继续珍惜发生在生活里的每一件小事。

原来2012年的我，还曾经对自己说过这么有智慧的话。

接下来再看看2011年疯狂许下的愿望，我肯定是疯了！

2011许过的愿望，其实也在慢慢实现中。

虽然是慢几年了，但也实现啦～

回顾是一件很好玩的事。

从前的我，好有正能量。

=)

现在好好回顾2014每个月的自己，

然后发现照片越来越少。

居然有两个月找不到像样的照片……

最快乐的三月、四月、五月与六月……

然后，这是完全没有剪短刘海的一整年，

突然间觉得，这发型，看腻了。

哈哈！

不能回头的2014……
这是美丽的一年。

希望你的也是。

=)

Merry Christmas & Happy Birthday!

25-12-2014(星期四)

圣诞节快乐～

我们一起过圣诞吧！

悠闲的假日，真的很不想出门。

加上绵绵细雨，睡觉实在是太舒服了！

所以，这个圣诞不无聊。

续公公上一年圣诞节生日以后，原来婆婆这一年也刚好这一天大寿。

哈哈，兴奋的是，这个圣诞，一定很难忘。

生日面～

我们美味的晚餐开始了……

虾仁大哥～

势要你回味无穷！

红彤彤的像过年～

我们家的习惯，穿红衣过大日子。

然后这群人儿都有WECHAT了，从此以后，我的电话好忙碌，好忙碌……

不要灌水好不好，我很懒惰回信息呀～

话说为什么今年圣诞会很难忘？

原因其实很简单，因为大家第一次一起庆祝。

然后居然都同意交换礼物！

天呀～我好像从来都没有交换过礼物，至少不是和家人～

哈哈，大家都还蛮兴奋的。

完全忘了，这天其实是庆祝生日为主。

哈比呀～一起过节～

=D

交换礼物前，婆婆居然说：全部人戴帽子～

哈哈，我以为她不能接受这个节日，不过看样子，还不赖～

我家两老实在是太可爱了！

一家五口？

哈比看镜头，难得。

=D

另类的生日庆祝，没有蛋糕，以寿桃代替……特别吧？

生日快乐，祝您天天快乐。

=)

还有，恩恩爱爱～

我都是故意拍这样的画面，哈哈！

因为能够执子之手，白头偕老，真的太难得了。

=)

另外，这个寿桃，不是盖的。

内有乾坤，拨开一看……

哇！！！！！

好多小寿桃，太强了！！

大家的反应：哇哇哇哇～～～

很特别，哈哈。

终于到了最让人期待的环节，换礼物啦～

反应有够热烈的～

感觉我们很吵，哈哈，也不管啦～

公公婆婆也觉得很新鲜，他们也各买了一份礼物参与我们。

要我怎么忘记这么有意义的一天呢？

=)

生日快乐，圣诞快乐。

一直觉得，

我不完美。

但可以一辈子这样子，

就够了。

=)

雪白色的季节，

思念太猖狂。

你那里，

下雪了吗？

December = Mess

Back to December?

Not this December I think.

This December...

is a mess.

Busy and messy.

I am not sure what I am doing.

Not sure if everything is well managed, 

not sure if I am doing good enough in everything.

Some more, a messy blog post this time.

A random outing with friends.

We are staying in the same island,

but why is it so hard for us to meet up?

I guess not having a plan is actually a plan,

cause random always works for us.

And plan might fail even if we planned it.

Unpredictable.

That is the beauty of life.

Thank you for watching cartoons with me.

I love Baymax, hope you too.

Thanks to the rain, proven that random actually works all the time.

Another random day, when someone just called up and say:

Hey, let's go to Penang Hill.

Okay, but it was actually rainning...

We were there, Sunday trip with love locks.

Maybe one day, I will lock my love there...

And I will pass you the key.

So you can get my love when you need it.

=)

Free cold air and fantastic Penang views for us.

It was pretty amazing to be on the hill again.

Thank you my dearest friend.

It was an unforgettable day.

=)

Thanks for bringing me together.

Love you more than I can say.

=)

 I miss the girl, who gave me pamelo, all the way from Ipoh.

And I managed to "kill" it, and shared with my family.

My memories are now in pieces...

Pictures really help me to say thousand words.

I miss her and how she always talks to me and reminds me stuff that I forget.

=]

Anyway, it is good to have her again at home...

Happy, the crazy and hyper active little dog.

Do you like the love shapes on her body?

I know this is crazy, but yea, this is so called dog-style~

You always cheer us up.

Thanks.

=)

Then the Winter Solstice Day...

Woke up early and felt sexy.

I don't enjoy growing up, but yea, nothing can stop me from growing.

Happy Winter Solstice to all of you, and me.

Stop raining please~

On Christmas eve, a simple Christmas celebration at the office...

Yippeee, lunch time!

I was kind of surprise to be invited.

Basically all the staffs were invited, so..ya.

Thank you to our superior, a very young hearted man.

I enjoyed the food, but not really the topics they discussed.

Haha, I want to stay innocent.

Everything is a mess as I would say...

Timeline of this December is another mess.

I mixed up everything, the date, the day, the time...

Can't really recall what happen everyday...

But back to my last day on duty for the Christmas event..

I remember the Balloons Day~

Every day may not be good,

But there is something good in everyday.

Totally agree.

=)

This December might not be the best one...

But there are some best things in this white season.

Someone remember your dreams when you are about to forget it,

So...yes. I will travel someday,

Thank you for reminding me.

=)

Just another RANDOM!

These pretties...haha.

These juniors~~~

=D

Last catch up with bestie before the end of 2014...

Best weekend ever!

 Bestie bestie~

XD

With these awesome food, I shall end my 2014 with no regrets.

I hope you like this over-heated dark skin Ginger guys.

 Made it for those who loves me and people I love.

If you don't get it this year, please love me more next year.

=)

And yea, something new for my Christmas tree...

Finally it is lighted.

I talked too much, but what I want to say before I go is:

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart.

Love hurts, because it is real.

My heart breaks a little when I hear your name...

My Christmas, will never be the same anymore.

='(

But seriously,

What took me so long to complete a blog post?

Everything is messy and my language is another mess.

Urgh....

Awesome Christmas

Working in Christmas mood, 

I found it quite heart-warming sometimes.

Anyway, this is one of the things that I am always looking for:

To share joy and smiles with the people around.

OT OT OT

Weekend life changed this Christmas.

But it is alright.

I am taking this easy.

 It all started with this:

Want to try your luck in the lucky draw session? 

Please draw the ball painted with Christmas tree.

Dislike the big size T-shirt.

But I am still working hard...

And happy to meet different people.

For example, this very cute uncle with his grandson.

Might want to try out teaching him Chinese if I am allowed.

Haha, let's make this happen.

=)

Then, the very traditional sand arts.

 I miss playing this, but...nope. 

Let the kids do that.

=]

Hey kid, you did a great job! ^_^

I just like little boy～

He is so cute! 

 Not going to miss out Mr. Clown since it is school holiday now.

Had a great time working with him. 

He is doing something awesome for the people.

 Oh ya, not going to forget the free candy floss, one of my childhood favourites~

Met this two sister and brother.
Their parents are always busy working for the weekend fashion market at my working place. 

So I meet them almost every weekend.

Really I hope that I can do something for them.

They've been really good and helpful.

=)

 And yea, thats the free candy floss.

It was fun to watch how he made it.

The kids were all amazed, haha!

Something happen every weekend.

We had snowflakes decorating workshop too~

 Look at all those kids~

It was a busy and crazy Saturday.

I hope I am not going to do it again.

Those glitter powder, made me crazy.

=.=

Presenting the prizes to the winners.

Woops, my first time to be the so-called "Prize giver".

Not bad huh? 

Next big event was the colouring contest...

 My working place, and the participants working hard on their artwork.

These kids are quite talented I would say.

Our Mr. Manager from the left, with the future artists.

AHAHAHAHA!

I painted the 7-9 years old category artwork.

I feel stupid, but it was fun.

=P

Alright, next I am going to say something serious...

YONG HWA FROM CNBLUE!

Oh my gosh, he looks so..so like my idol...

I can't pay attention working with him....

And they are so lovely, sweet couple. =)

They are the Christmas elves, haha! 

Stay sweet okay?

Of course, we have Santa and Ms. Santarina too.

Busy walkabout with these people~

And I am so in Christmas mood every weekend.

Then caroling!

Ahh, another "must have" event for Christmas!

 But this was in Indian style, haha！

Then we had bigger event, 100 performers for caroling.

 Wow...I was quite surprised to see this.

They are from a church, they have very great teamwork.

 So they came for the second time.

And brought more surprises for the people.

Angels caroling, they really did a great job in preparing all these.

Hey Mr. Santa Cool.

Haha, so many Santa-s this year.

I must be really lucky to have all these for Christmas.

=)

Focused.

It was a magician/clown show... 

 Everyone had fun that Saturday night.

And it was my last OT for Christmas...

Finally I can rest after this~

Free ice-cream for the shoppers, just awesome!

Halo another Santa.

 And I like you, little boy.

=D

And you too!

Eek~~So cute!!

And so, I am going to take a rest for my next weekend.

Thank you to all those people for bringing all the joy and wonderful moments.

I had fun working OT with different people.

It is actually, not bad at all.

Merry Christmas in advance.

=)